LifeStyle Of A Free Man

For Some Reason ive These Funny Feeling Lately......Yes Since Ive No Work And No Sch For Now I Feel So Free And Relax Non Stress kind of Mood. This Is Like A Dream Come True For Most Ppl But For Some Reason i feel So Sad .......Empty and Alone. Its Like Im Losing Everything And Everyone For A Reason Unknown To Me. I Really Love This Phrase : Fun And Laughter Peace And Joy. But For Some Reason I Can Find All Of These Truthfully Speaking , Been Having Fun At Playing Computer Games =.= Giving Fake Laughters. Having Too Much Peace W/o Joy.

Something Is Really Wrong And I Cant Find Any Reason to It. Somehow Ive Lost My Mood To Do Anything And Everything... Nothing Seems Worth To Put In My 100% Concentration into doing it.
Oh Well I Guess I Think Too Much As Im Usually Bored Without Nothing Else to Do But To Play Around With The Computer.....

I See That The Movie Jung Fu Hustle Is Very Nice And Really Hope That I Can See It Some Day... But Every1 Seems Busy .... Heh but Im Not Selfish So I Wun Disturb Ppl Just For The Sake Of Myself. I Hope During These Free Times i Can Really Find Out The Real Me And Stop Searching My Identity Heh . Well Guess Gtg Since Nth Else To Talk About . Peace Out.