HeLo im back

hello im back. thats all im gona say. just feel that somehow my life gona be a lot different from when it was before i left.... dunno maybe i left myself in langkawi...haiz lets hope not .....and yes im stupid all right... but im learning slowly. and yes ive let many ppl down i know. but im still trying my best. and yes i notice slowly and steadily im losing frens somehow... i dunno why maybe its because something is dreadfully wrong with me...haiz i wish i knew what...

Dear frens,
Plz do not avoid/leave me...if u do plz tell me why u are doing so...i promise ill nvr be angry nor be pissed or watsoever...somehow im feeling lonely.... without her...im even more lonely... haiz i dunno wats happening...

Urs faithfully,
Yus aka PeaceZ