My Heart, My Soul

 

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Back!!!

Heylo peeps im back. Seems i have been Hari-raya-ing right ? but nah i havent. :(
heh. well ive only went out so far just on the first day of raya haha.The rest is staying at home doing nothing :P

Anyway i just realise how big my niece, nephews and cousin have all grown up already. I realise how big they are now, no more the little cute thing that i can bully play with anymore.Some have even grown more prettier than they ever were and others have voices thats disturbing (so used to their squeky voices) aha.

So anyway today there was like 8 families that came to visit my humble palace today. Mcm open house sey heh. Among them were my dad's makcik , my frens family , my couzins and my makchiqs and pakchiqs. Im not even sure if we can ever drop by their place ever this raya coz my dad's condition still havent improve... Poor daddy :(

As some of u may know i wasnt able to jalan raya much due to the fact that my father is having backbone problems and cldnt stand / sit very long so yep hopefully my dad gets well soon.

This raya somehow isnt that much of fun and there isnt any excitedness in it either, Instead i felt sad most of the time with my heart felt like crying not because of any past experience or anything. Its just that the raya brings sadness instead but maybe those kind of -Happy kind of crying/sad feeling- I dun know.

Anyway thursday was a very bad day for me man, Being told off by ama was scary :P but nevertheless i din took it too heart coz she was under pressure . Phew full of stress , problems and stuff to do but nevertheless it went well the next day. I realise i can delay anymore of fundraising stuff or darmawisata stuff if i want this event to be successful. Even though i wanted to take it slow and teach all the new capable year 1 leaders, i have to make sure everything is at least moving and im sorry if any of u felt stress or watever (do come and see me and ill help u out). It doesnt matter if u cant really do ur work well as long u guys dun betray my faith in the fact that i believe u guys are trying ur very best so that is why even though im the chairperson, i really really do not mind helping to do any work at all because just like u, i want this event to be successful :) I care and love u all and for that i want this to succeed.

I have faith in u, my people and please have faith in me and show me your support without betraying my trust. Take care :)

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