Hmm im back.
In sch right now overnighting at moberly @ SP. And its 2.30am and im doing project while the rest is studying. Hmm.

Dun know why today i was pasrah-ing all the way right after i return to SP @ about... 5.30pm. Hmm i was thinking about something i guess. Well what can i say right... Then while walking with them guys for nite walk... i dun know what came into me lar. seriously i was walking behind alone and i din even feel a bit scared of anything. Hmm i was lucky nothing happen though. Until at the toilet that someone asked me to try to not show my pasrah-ing. so yep i put up a mask right after and tire myself with my giler-ness. but it so fake though. oh well. Had a good sprint with arep and wan down the road at business block. Sprint with bare leg and of course i kinda slowed down coz its damn painful and so arep took the lead. aha. give me shoes and ...ok nvr mind its not nice to say that.

Ya allah ya tuhanku. i really feel like giving up already.i made a really wrong move lately. And i am soo doomed right now. Project submission is in 2 hrs and i have done almost nothing. I really really feel like giving up right now. hmm i just dun wanna repeat for 6 months. argh. i just feel like crying man. i have no book to do the project but just now if i had went home i most prob would have slpt... argh. haiz. i give up....

Yus... im so bloody disappointed in you.