Everybody's Changing And i Cant Be The Same...

Hey man wat the hell is wrong with ma blog or ma computer? Made a testimonial and the thing auto logged out once i send it.....i tried it again and the same thing happened and yesterday when i blogged and click publish.... everything i typed went missing !!!!!!!! WAT is HAPPENING MAN? WAT IS WRONG ? ....IS IT JUST ME OR EVERYTHING IS NOT TURNING RIGHT? ...Oh god wat have i done to deserve this?

Why why why? i din do anything wrong yet ive been blamed for everything...ive tried to change recently and yet was blamed of my past instead and nth of the recent changes was even seen or noticed...I really feel kinda useless yet i have no idea why....I am starting to feel rather weird lately .... it really started this wk....lose my appetite...cant slp well....kept looking forward to every nite and stayed up rather late.... Well in mly words Makan tak selera ....tidur tak lena.... -.-"

Well i admit some1 totally changed my perception abt things...And now i really wanna make the best of myself but ppl have got to stop blaming me coz im still trying....Somethings just not right and i just cant be myself lately... i just hoped i wun failed for the 3rd time in a row coz ive already lost my self esteem a long time ago and to rebuilt it i took yrs till wat i am now...

Argh so near Yet so Far .... So many frens yet so lonely .....Ill nvr rest in peace at the rate im going heh and lately there is this temper coming up again and this rarely happens unless something aint right coz im not bad tempered so *breathe in*. 1, 2 ,3 ,4 ,5 ,6 ,7 ,8 ,9 ,10.*breather out* Let me just drown myself now.................................................................................




-PeaceZ Stressed Out In A Problem Called NOTHING!-




in a loud , hard , emo ,hardcore music...........................though techno is a no no heh....gd bye.!