My Heart, My Soul

 

Thursday, October 27, 2005

yeah...

I just realise why i lost out to some distintions...Its coz i missed out some 5% quizes on both Networking essentials and Mathematics haha still i got an A haizz. Even though i did get not-so-bad result, my parents still said it wasnt good enuf :/ . Argh cousins, one after another.... I still remembered how they all claimed my cousin who got 238 for her PSLE to be a lot smarter than me who got 237 ...so ... i worked hard in O'level to win her and hell yeah i won. She failed maths though and instead of being proud that i won , i pitied her instead .

Well now she compared me to a different cousin... i doubt this comparison will ever end and i know lots of parents like to compare their kids instead of thanking god about how hard they tried.

Im nearly about to lose an uncle and one of my cousins is about to lose a father.
Its sad to see how unfair life is but we all know there is an end to every beginning.
It doesnt matter how old u are or how healthy or how good your life is.
Once Fate decides ur death, U can never say no and its too late to regret then.
Who knows when i might just die? Maybe tomorrow or maybe nxt week.
Its not up to me to decide but its up to me to live life to the fullest.
Not just by enjoying all the time but rather i guess its time to repent.

Sesungguhnya kita sebagai seorang Islam, Haruslah kita sentiasa bertaqwa
Beribadalah dan janganlah kita membuat perkara yg dilarangi Allah.
Insha'allah.

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