Hello

Back again. Exam is in 2 days, but i havent had the time to study much...why ? because there is too much in my mind nowadays..... What can i do ? Nothing hehe. So yep.

Well all i can abt myself nowadays is im giving up something even before i started... What is it ? aha u dun need to know, Why i am doing so ? its for other's own good. :) Sometimes ppl ask why are u doing this ? Its because if i dun sacrifice, who will ? haha. anyway its okae lar.... im used to doing this anyway.

I mean thats life right? Sacrifices has to be made here and there.... Whats with ups and downs, with us falling down and getting back up hopefully stronger than before and even those who notices things happening and decides to back off/withdraw.

i wonder if u guys ever read the poem i made before for one of my best frens....whom now i am rarely in contact with aha.(realise her couz is very similar to her in some ways)


Love is More Than Just Holding Hands
Its More Than Saying I Love U
Its Not Just Merely Holding Hands
Or Giving Lustful Kisses

Its About The Feeling
And Affection For Someone
Deep Down In The Heart
With A Burning Desire

To Do Anything And Everything
For The Ones U Love And
To Share Every Wonderful Moments
And Sorrowness Wif One Another

To Be Just There When One's In Need
To Share Everything And Every Memories
Like To Call Deep In e Nite Just
To Listen To Voices OF The ONE U Love

Now Tats Wat Love Is Really Abt.


This was made for a fren of mine

Life is not a Bed Of Roses
Filled with wonderful Red Roses
But Life Can Be Just As Wonderful
If We Can Live Up With Expectations
There Will be Ups And Downs
But There's Nothing Impossible
Barriers Can Be Broken
Problems Can Be Solved
As Long As U Dun Bottle Up
Coz There Will Be Pressure
Tat Will Burst From Within
So Here I Am For U To Share
Ur Troubles And Sorrows
For Then U Will Feel Better
And Shall We Both Then Rise
And be Optimistic Bout Life
Thus Then Can We Live Life
Just As Wonderful As A Bed Of Roses.


Well to ahmad and Nadiah... hear this i must say...no matter whatever happens u guys will nvr sway from my heart nor soul. U guys have made an impact in my life and will always be there forever. No matter whatever happens, no matter even if u have forgotten me now or no longer regard me as ur fren or bestie... its okae... for u shall forever be mine.


For my secondary sch frens, u guys are what made my secondary life great. even though we din get to jln raye this year, its okae, i shall not forget what u guys have had done either, but i understand that u guys are busy with ur lifes and its okae. Whatever happens and if u need me just drop me a call and ill be there as u guys are and will always be in me.

For my frens in mls, you guys are like my family now, what motivates me to go further in poly, in sch. U guys are the ones who will notice the differences in me. Yes i may be a leader to some of u but im also a fren to all. I WILL ALWAYS be there if u need me. look for me as its not easy for me to go look for everybody. talk to me for i wun ask u to tell me whats wrong. and last but not least please do not forget me, for even i know im not worth remembering but at least i hope to at least make an impact in ur lives. And yes for those who still seems distant to mls but wishes to join us, please welcome them and for them to please not be shy... even if they aint there, i am so yep :) all smiles (Nazif Style)


crap after introing this song to ain...im addicted to it....again lol.

Wounded- Good Charlotte
Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
Hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin

So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me SEW them up

I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open Soap for all to see

But help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me

So you come along
I push you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay
Cuz I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me

To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up