I finally understood the reason why its hard for u to let go.
Its for the promise.
Ouch, i nearly cried reading it (hey i have a heart too tau! lol but as usual i have no tears)
its painful, i realise.
But when a heart's been hurt for too many times, it tends to let go....It cant bear the pain.

Slowly one by one who is by ur side is crumbling...
Backing off, withdrawing and pondering
Why?
Why are u soo ignorant?
why dun u want to listen to us.
We all feared for u
but we can only doa for u.

We are all speechless.
And out of ideas as to how to make u feel better.
But we aint giving up...no ...I AM NEVER giving up.

And so it seems, u kinda spoiled the day i was suppose to have fun with my sec sch frens.
But its alrite.
For i had fun anyway.
Even with a worried heart.
If the chance was ever given, i would rush from ecp to send u to the doc.
But u din want to.

Its alrite young one.
We aint giving up on u yet.
We are still gona try our best.
Slowly and steadily.
We'll help u move on....
And so it seems...