Helo people... its been ahwhile since i last blog properly aha.

So what has been going in my life? Well.... i have been studying alrite with two of my study mates whom help me push myself. yep and i am pushing (not now though coz im kinda resting heh) but anyway thx to them. Alhamdulillah. grats to one for finishing already. and stay strong for the other one ... u can do it! yey! aha

ok so what else? hmm i went to the final Singapore vs thailand the other day and oh my ...the match is so dramatic sey... seriously no kidding aha. for the first time i ever see the whole team left the field in protest to a penalty... aha oh my not only that the crowd was crazy! leaving the v
vulgarity cheer aside, they were like so crazy sey. Chanting happily together , Being angry together... its like their moods changes suddenly, cam mood swing gitu aha. sekejap marah ref, sekejap cheer ref, sekejap lagi maki team thai aha.
Funny lar u singaporeans. Anyway the match ended with us winning and i really din regret going sey. even though the next day i had MATHS paper. aha. Yus GILER! aha. :P
Anyway yep lepas match terus zoom, ahmad send me home aha... secepat mungkin heh. then i studied all the way till morning with my study partner and i tried to wake kambing with 36 miss calls but no use sey. she sleep thruout aha. oh well. alhamdulillah the paper was alrite. din really had a blank mind but yep on saturday i was like dead tired sey due to not having proper slp for 3 days sampai kene marah ngan bapak and some other ppl. aha. so yep saturday balik, solat then terus tido like i promised. so today energetic! wee! yahoo! aha and today ader dua match! Sg vs Thai and Man Utd vs Aper entah luper ah... tottenham i think? aha. oh well

Nampaknya either tak belajar or study late aha. but YOU stay on aites. study hard *tee teet* just received an sms saying the team sg bus just left thai hotel with police escort and on the way to the stadium* aha lets continue. Study smart too! u can do it... jgn malas malas. GOGOGO!

So yep one last paper this thurs! then we are free.! yay. pesta pantun this sat! do come and watch and ppl train hard for it!!! gogogogo! we can try our best.... and yep i heard MIQ is coming to town...but no invitation yet aha. lets see who will be our successor! aha. we got -1 for that i wonder if they are gona beat us with -10? aha we shall see.


Anyway to my old fren:

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

I see you have been doing well in ur lyfe.
I just hope that u continue whatever ur doing and not be reminded of the past.
I dun know if u still do read my blog any longer or not but its alrite.
I just hope u dun hate me or whatsoever.
Its not that i purposely din contact u again or whatsoever but seeing that u would rather avoid me and live on, i decided that i shall not bother u or remind u of the past.
Just that i hope u dun hate me for i have already forgiven you. and i hope u forgave me too.
Please dun avoid mls or its people for they have not done any wrong.
but if u still want to, i wun force you.
I just want to thank you for giving me memories and also for giving me an experience...
I never wanted a past in this kind of things but i guess i just cant avoid it.
From all this im learning to be someone better... insya allah
And to u, i hope u have a better someone.. or at least treat him better from whatever u learn
Im happy that u did changed into a better person while being with me and i hope it continues.
And yep who are we to decide who we will be with if its not for HIS decisions?
So i hope if Ridhuan is meant for u, dun push him away. insya allah if its meant to be its meant to be.
Besides he is a nice person and is always there for you
And also i hope u stay happy with Sheila And Nuraini.
I have never forgotten and i will never do like i once told u.
Im sorry if there is a barrier between us everytime we met but at least i will always say hi coz no matter what ur still a fren to me.

For that i shall end with a puisi

In lyfe, There are ups and downs
Dun let the downs keep us down
And Dun let the ups Kept us above the ground
Lets get back to reality and come back to the ground

In lyfe there are memories...
Good ones and bad ones.....
Dun let the bad ones turn to hatred
And dun let the good ones turn us blind...

In lyfe there are mistakes...
Mistakes made by everyone
even you and me...
Let us learn from this mistakes...

In lyfe there are always the future...
Lets get the goals in our future
And if ever we met 10 yr down the road...
Lets not hate each other...

In lyfe, there are others....
Meaning i may not be the one for you
Which means others are ...

Or for other people...
You may think im not for you...
But maybe i am....

Who knows? we can only wish we do....
So lets not hate....
Lets forgive and forget...
Lets move on in our lyfes.

Whatever happens lets not stop believing in HIM
Lets not stop praying to HIM
For HE knows everything
And HE decides everthing
But dun forget
Its us who plans..........

Girl, lets forgive and forget. lets move on.

And for my brother in mls. If u think its the same ...its Not. its different, i nvr want it to be this way. and i was just waiting for the right time to come back to my old fren. just giving it time to be forgotten. for she cldnt forgive me that time. but i believe now she cld. insya allah.
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i cant wait for camp! wee! and i think most prob, photographes shall be lil rah rah, rooster, me and lil vampy! wee. and yes i do know that we will need more than 1 photographer. since rooster OR amir is our official video man. But before that lets settle the planning first shall we?

I have a LOT of responsibilities and im taking em back one by one :)....
lets end this post with a pantun

Makan longan, bermain pakau,
Tengok Apai bermain dgn kaki,
Tengok bola dgn terpekik-pukau
Jgnlah sampai termaki-maki

LETs hope SINGAPORE wins today k? GO LIONS (ROARS)
Im happy nowadays :) thx to ur smile.