Hmm oh well, u misunderstood me. But its okae. I shall not care abt it anymore. I wish u well.

I din meant it to be everything
For everthing meant nothing
For im no god to say that
However im just a normal human

I may not know everything
But i do know a lot of things
It comes from my conscience
And not just from gossips

Im sorry that u misunderstood my intentions
Misunderstood my doings for pushing you
But i meant well
All i wanted was to ask if you are okae

Why are u hiding?
Why must u run away?
Why must u pretend that nothing happens?
But its okae...Carry on doing whatever u feel is right

Who do u think i am?
Personality reader?
I may know u for so long
But attitude changes and so does personality

U used to be independant
U used to be so strong and rough with words
How was i to know that u turned the table?
How was i to know that ur the opposite?

I am not sure who you are anymore dear fren.
You used to be closed with me
You used to be someone i can click with easily
But now, you just seem just like another working partner

It hurts if u want to know.
Seeing you, her and other people the way u are now.
Seeing the changes and feelings inside you people.
Seeing the mask that most of u ppl wear to sch everyday.

I vow to break those mask someday
But i guess things are getting harder it seems.
I can only break the mask if the ppl are close to me
But once im gone the mask re-appears as if nothing happens

Im no god to please everyone.
Im not a bias idiot to side anyone either
Im trying my best to remain neutral to everyone
Oh how i wish you knew how hard it was.

What makes me happy was the happiness
The happiness in people's eyes
The Smiles you ppl gave everytime i tried to be lame
I dun mind sacrifising my stupidity just to make you ppl happy

Even though....
Only one single smile cld really make me happy
It doesnt matter for every single smile matters
At the very least.

I can only hope that you will stay strong.
Stay strong to face the barriers and problems
Given to you specially by HIM
And for now all i cld help by is
By Dedicating this poem specially for you

I hope by me backing away from now on
You'll get better and get over my words
My words aint meant to hurt
Its just meant to say
I know how you feel and i want you to know im here.

I dun want to be a liar.
I dun want to give false hope either
Im not a hypocrite to say false things just to make you happy
But i am an lamer
I can only make you smile with my lame jokes

However i'll promise you this dear fren.
Ill try my best to motivate you
To help you move along further
And for you to know not all hopes is lost.

However i'll promise you this too.
I shall not care abt whatever problems you have
Its up to you to tell or not.
But i WILL NEVER bother to ask again.

This is my promise to you
And this poem is dedicated to you
And to all others.
My heart finally speaks....

Take care everyone :)