Lyfe's Hard

Hmms Well what can i say? lyfe has been kinda terrible for me recently. not that im complaining but im holding on seriously with whatever is happening. Ku tabah menempuhinya dengan bantuan mu. heh. Well other than that, my day to day's are fine.

And yep so results are out. alhamdulillah. one look at it and you will think omg, ur result suck! ahakz. but then again after a few look at it, im thankful. because it was hardwork that made it like that. before u* came, i think my result wun be like this. the chances of me passing my maths was so little that my teacher even said, Yusri if u failed ur overall, ur gona have to treat me. and yes i believe im gona get the free treat.(thats what she said)ahakz. i think i had like 17% over 40% :/ then during the final i think i had scored like 70/100 alhamdulillah to achieve that 42%. alhamdulillah dun think i can achieve it without the push*.

Well for the rest of it, hmm especially my TCP/IP fooh, paper die nye lar susah... but alhamdulillah i got C for it. even though my results are C's and D+'s it was good enuf because i cld have scored all D's and D-'s with the effort i was putting in.

And yes i failed a module... now wait! before u guys have pity on me, please dun. it was my own decision that lead to the failure. i gave up on the project-based module. so yep i was expecting that "F". Gona have to work hard next sem with the extra module.

And oh my was i proud of u my fren.ur result was good despite all the troubles that seem to be haunting u. i really am happy to know. and that really make my day all shiny and bright heh.
Keep on going aites. Lets try harder this semester! wee! all smiles :)

Hmm yep it happen again. today. stayed home to watch it. it kept me speechless but i hold on. Kinda seem to be getting worst. kinda feel like in need of help but i din wanna disturb u hmms.takper ill hold on.

K next up. is nurhayat magazine. and this approach is kinda killing me. but i believe i can ah just really need motivation seriously, the ppl are mostly in attachment sey. argh. takpe ill try.

My mind has been thinking lately...
About facts of lyfe...
Emotions of people...
And if only you knew...
My mind ponders...

Ahakz was watching tv and watching Nana Tanjung sekali nampak waheeda ahakz teringat someone...... then teringat faizul. ahakz then suddenly in my mind, the song "shape of my heart" was playing in mind suddenly ahakz.

BACKSTREET BOYS
"Shape Of My Heart"

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Show you the shape of my heart

haha nak lagu nudge me aites! lol. malas nak tukar lagu in this blog ah. :)

Shape of My Heart

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