ARGH

Bloody hell, whats my tear duct doing ? Where is all the tears when i really need them? where where?

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i just want to scream. i really do. why are u so bloody complicated yus? why cant u just make ur lyfe easier for everyone? Why are u doing this? Maybe ur right my old fren. it is me that has problems. ppl dun like my ways but im not changing?

Hmm why must u keep so many things? why must u hide? because u fear it hurt the ppl? yes i do.... why else would i keep it for? i knew a lot of things. and this attitude of mine ppl dun like.... so i tend to act i dun know no shiet. but i wun advise others as if i know. coz i wun want to. im no busybody. but u guys are happy right thinking i know everything?
i feel that im a freak. maybe i am? no i really am.
what the hell
if im gone would anyone cares? i dun believe so.

and i also believe that ur thots abt me would probably change. dun blame you. its wrong of me to hide it anyway. yus... haiz. tak terkate aku.