My Heart, My Soul

 

Sunday, February 18, 2007

Hello All
Been sometime since kite update hehe.

Well hows lyfe? hmm lets see, its been fine lately...
Im changin slowly but yet surely.
Haven been caring as much as i used to.
What i have been doing lately is fi i ever sensed something wrong...
What ill do is to ask how are u and if ur okae... but if u insist ur fine, i shall back away.
This goes to most people really. except a few whom i wun leave stranded like that hehe.

Bah yet again i disappointed u huh? twice in what 3 days? hmm yet again u forgave me ?
wow. sometimes i really wonder... how can u be so patient? hmm despite my everlasting sarcasm and crappiness. hmm. others wish for me to stop and when i wanted to, you said please dun, just be urself. hmm maybe ur right.
Thank you.

And so the meeting went fine on sat. alhamdulillah... after the meeting stayed ahwhile at faizul house then went off to go to hazimah fav emo place lol. Nice place really but i prefer places with sea, wind and sunset heh. and i have 3 places in mind. 2 of em being near my place while one at town, at a place which i used to work at and also a place that do give me a lil memories but bah ive moved on. Aha all this 3 places are both mine and ahmad's fav. coz this places gave us some ease of mind and helps to destress. bah i sooo miss the sunset.

Maybe someday i shall bring some of you along to the place in town... insya allah someday. heh.

As time passes by...
Im appreciating it more and more..
The friendship that you gave.
The care and concern you had.
Insya allah someday...
I shall repay...

Though no words cld describe how sry i was....
I hope u know how regretful i was...
I shd have listened yet i didnt.
But because of that, i became stronger....
Strong enuf to face any incomings...
Even though i had yearned for it on saturday,
I stood strong because of something in my mind...
And for that i said no :)
For that i thank you.

Dear Yus,
Please stay strong aites.
You have a lot of things to do.
Please,please, please settle ur mind.
Please move forward...
I cant afford to lay back no more.
I have alot to do, a lot of goals to reach out for.
Though i still need support from people
Still i shall be fine... :)
Insya Allah.

Ps:Btw i soo agree with ur post. very. hmm. takpelar.
Take care and get well soon frens.

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