Sadistic.

Well Yest(sat) i was down with this great migraine which was so painful tat i really wished i could end my life right at that moment to lose it. But oh well After downing a couple of panadol extra i controlled the suffering pain n forced myself to watch a nice malay movie on Suria as i do not wish to miss it. Well the thing lasted for 2 loooong hours which seems like very very very long. Well as soon as there was some bubble sound...the migraine disappeared like it was nvr there b4....I suspected mayb some blood is stuck in my brain lolx well a couple of yrs ago i went to see a doc and he said it was stress or mayb depressed ...but i doubt it as i dun find anything problems affecting me now just mayb lack of slp heh.

Well i watched man utd trashed middlesbrough 3-0 so fun haha while doing my madrasah homework which i had forgotten to do heh. Ended up slping at 5am

Well i wasnt late for madrasah and it went really well today(though i wrote an essay the homework on a wrong tittle >.<) hah.Well after i cycled home i spend some time to repair my back brake and it works! heh Well then azhar called asking me to go gym with him so i did and we trained ourselves up though i did not do so much as i was rusty heh. Then We went to play soccer match with his frens which was so fun until i had blisters on my foot since i din play soccer ever since last month....sad. Then we go ljs and walk around in NP b4 going home heh.AM sooooo tired today so im off to slp now nites.(looking forward to go to the movies with some1 heh.)

PS:migraine is like headache ...just tat it only affects one side of the brain/head and it is really really painful tat u think the only way to stop it is to kill urself but its not!Usually affects stressed up ppl or depressed ppl

Friday Prayers.

Well today i saved some travel money by travelling on bicycle to the yishun mosque heh. Met my Dear sec 5 now frens (ahmad and gang), Putra and as suspected .rosy -.-". Well guess wat rosy din get in to yjc soccer team wakakakaka(in which he trialed for CB saying he has a chance to get in but he din) Well After that hang around with ahmad and walk to sch and guess wat my pic was hung right outside the staff room with the words Diligence below it hahahahahah so nice! Then i also realised that this sec 1 girls were damn cheap... flirting with the sec 5 guys so tat they might get free treats....

Well after tat off i go to SSC to meet Faiz,Reyn,Yan,Naz and Afiq to lan heh. Well it was 3 on2 at first as i went to join other server but was soon cursed at as i ended afiqs team winning streak. They even ask me to get out of the server though they were the ones who asked me to join them in the first place heh. Well we played a couple of fun games(restricted myself from using AWP unless needed) and my frag was lousy at first but soon rose up to be the top after afiq says "Yus, no form ah?"

Well overall it was a great day but sadly it rained when we finished lan and my bicycle was wet. Tried to park it at shade but was prevented by the stupid security guard so i ended up sitting on the bicyle under the shade and he cant scold me for tat HAHA!. Well Ended up going home in the rain as i couldn't wait for it to stop heh.

Free Pool!

Well today i set out early to go look for a couple of jobs to an agency.First time i tried it so i was a bit blur well i just put in my name and asked for a couple of jobs then went to Dhoby G.then orchard then somerset before walking to lucky plaza to meet lix and gang (stupid afiq!).

Wahahaha Amazingly Lix was very nice on tat day to treat a few of us to a couple of pool games. Well as suspected, i was very rusty as i din played pool ever since O'lvl started till now. Well i won 3/5 games i played heh. Sadly i won coz both Parthi and Reyd shot in the Black ball at the wrong hole.The last one was pure original heh. Well i lost too coz i Shot in the black ball at the wrong hole -.-" Lolx.

Well After tat Supposedly me, afiq, faiz, Reydand Parthi was suppose to lan at Paradiz but Afiq backed out to play tennis with Lix while Parthi nvr appeared ever since he went to the coffeeshop so at last only 3 ppl Lan and we did had some fun 2 on 1 lolx and as per usual was banned from awp >.< but oh well Some ppl joined later on and heh u know wat happen nxt.We left soon thereafter.Went to eat At LJS but only me eat a set while faiz diet and reyd ate the cake. Well after tat we went home.

Ps:Just noticed tat my ez link has been changed to adult cost and guess wat btw i reached home i realised $5 was gone from my ez link in one day >.< .

Man Utd won again.

Wee Man utd won the match between Aston Villa with a Score or 3-1 very nice!. C.ronaldo scored te first one followed by Saha then Rooney. Well unfortunately Chelsea and Arsenal also won so the table remains with man utd 1 pt behind Arsenal which is 10 pts beehind Chelsea....

Oh well Enuf of EPL well today i din went out so i stayed home and cs all day.. and well my skills improve keke.... Anyway Today i damn bored at home ler and i found out one thing.... Nvr argue with my parents coz u will always lose as even saying but is a sin to them >.< .. So it turns out that i cant even replied to my parents whom scolded me for the wrong reasons but as they say ... the World Of Life is Nvr Fair!....

I Got Myself confused as well As 2 of my most respected ppl Advised me Not to Take On IT due to some reeason in which im lazy to type.... So im in a huge dilema of which other diploma shoud i go take.... Oh God Plz Help me ...Im so lost and confuse but mayb i migh choose the game design in nyp but only god knows if its true...... Oh well till then.

Screwed Up Day.

Screw Me for screwing my day which incidently was screwed due to my screwing up of time which caused me to screwed myself for being late and this sadly screwed up my feelings which then screwed up my whole day.

Ok Enuf Of this Screwed ideas. Well Basically Wai Chien Called Me Around 10 in the morn to tell me tat she was in singapore and i was Shocked tat she got my number and oh my her english slang is very nice to hear (adorable) keke.
Anyway she said that a few of them are going to meet her at woodlands MRT at 1pm. Also she said tat i might be the only guy >.<

So I Got ready at 12.30 but due to some minor problems about my small bro arent able to play cs so i had to solved the problem and ended up going at 12.50
>.<.Argh how bad can my luck be? Im feeling kinda lonely nowadays and always spend time staring at nth with my mp3 Booming in my ears.

Well I Found this very nice place behind the stadium and have been there a couple of time to enjoy the beautiful scenery and the ever wonderful breeze..Its a very nice place if u were depressed or wanted to have some peaceful times and Its also a very suitable place if We need time to think and i just love da place... So whenever im sad and bored and im not at home... U'll know where to find me and i ever so hoped that i can share tat place with someone but oh well better set myself straight first since i feel very unlikeable for some reason.

Well as they say to fully control ourself... We must first understand ourself as the Worst enemy u can ever have is no one but ur ownself....
Well time for me to rest now cya.

Ahh

So Looong Time Since I updated ...Not Coz im Busy and not Bcoz im Lazy but becase the old template wun last so i had to redo it but oh well when i think again wtheavens....but i think template is not tat important heh.

Well a lot of things happened during this times in which i din blog.....

Well I Am Having A Really crazy week this week babbling nonsence.....falling down my nvr fall b4 computer chair and all types of crazy things.....Bad thing is i fall sick after Lanning with my Ai frens. Real Sick. Hard Cold Emptyness kind of sick. I lied on my bed for 15 hrs ..... cant move cant talk and worst on empty stomach. My Head is Throbbing with Pain as i think about loads of things.... -.-"

Anyway I gt recontacted with an old nps fren..Well she is kinda nice but sadly the first conversation i had with her was a disaster since my head was empty and i was sprouting nonsence...... Well look forward to talk to her again keke.

Anyway me and couple of frens went to Lan 2 times this week mainly on Tues and Wed. Dun know Why Faiz Was So Feeling "High" To Lan So many times....... Well As usual i trashed them all(keke) well not as good as wat i used to be but oh well they still hate me for my awp skills :p Well Afiq seems kinda good (in curi ayam)and (back stabbing) so it ends up ppl hate to be in his team keke so all ended up running to mine ......

Well on Wednesday.... Me,Faiz,Afiq,Reyd,Parti, Reyn, Nadiah And Faezah Went to Nyp...(my Mayb To Be Future Sch) and had a view of wats it like being in with normal clothes.... We had loads of fun walking Around Taking Brochures Looking for Courses keke. Well We Did The Around The World in 18 min Separated into 2 Teams but we onl did 1 of all plates(asia etc...) and get a stupid chop while Reyd team did loads more thus wasting our time....So After Tat We Ate At the Mac's In the Canteen And Found Tat Bo Sheng , Paul And Phylis works there heh at $3.50 per hr well at least they got jobs unlike the pathetic me.......

Well We were suppose to meet Anis and Dilah and some1 at Np but changed plans to go lan at SSC instead heh.

And So We Went Np the nxt day when its all damn hot and stuffy.......Well Its Damn big but the thing is tat we haf to take the MRT then the bus to get there. -.-" We visited FMS faculty and the mass com facility is damn nice just tat the LIF IS VERY SLOW. Well I Enjoyed it THough heh.

Sadly I Din went for Class gathering today since they changed plans damn very sad coz din get to see all my ex classmate T_T.But Oh well there is always nxt time.

I Din Get TO Say this BUT SINGAPORE WON THE TIGER CUP(a bit late but....) Wee such an exciting thing but the sad thing is we viewed the match at Reyd's House but nvrtheless its so much fun.

Well Slamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all.

Finally....

Since Today i was free.... i decided t o give my blog a new look.....
Fixed the broken song link and did a couple of font changing things....
How U Guys like this look of the blog eh? A bit more brighter than the old sombre one heh. Well have a nice day........and btw get well soon In Ing.

Well Heh the funny old Boony created a trouble of herself : For getting caught of her dyed hair. Wahaha. Said she was warn to dye in back by today so she and me brainstorm if she shd go to sch or not today..... well she said she had a black hair spray but the colour is a bit funny so i told to try it if it din work dun go sch ler lolx. She wanted to come to sch late to avoid the dm but well i told her she might meet the dm instead when she goes into the office =X. So i think she did went to sch after all and well god knows wat happens next heh :p
Going to sms her again soon ........... ciaoz

Btw its 11th January..

SO Happy Birthday To......
Nonis Samuel Gerard ....17
and
Nur Alshaari Putra ......18
congrats to them.

A Rest

Been Applying and going for lots of interview but none yet.....
Could have easily have gotten this courier job but....
it requires lots of travelling around and lots of travelling money... >.<
so in the end the salary would be like 1/4 is for replacement of travelling money

Im still in the thinking of going to find more or just have a change of mind and just sit at home relaxing while studying more of my sis' books
the one on netwoking and computing in which should give me a headstart in my
poly course heh.....well till i finish thinking will i write the nxt post of PeaceZ.

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams- Green Day

walk a lonely road,
the only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
but it's on the mid,
I walk alone

I walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams
When the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk up
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Aha aha aha ahaaha aha aha
I'm walking down the line
that divides me somewhere in my mind
On the borderline of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
what's fuck up and everything's all right
Check my vital signs
I know I'm still alive and I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk alone

I walk alone and I walk up
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Aha aha aha ahaaha aha
I walk alone and I walk up

I walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams
when the city sleeps
and I'm the only oneand I walk up
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone

Ur The Only One (Yellowcard)

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Sg Vs Indon (Away)

Well I Proudly Say Tat The Lions Won The Match With A Score Of 3-1...Ill confirm watch the home match nxt sat i think......Im Surprised that Sg got passed the events of 100k supporters of indon that would make any player tremble but i believed that they can !!!! go Singapore!!!!

There's A Tiger Behind Every Lion!

Damn =.= No call >.<

Im Kinda Upset that the company din call coz i really liked tat company....been feeling rather down lately and lonely as usual but oh well ...tats life anyway..... So i guess had to go job hunting again then.... mayb at airport as a luggage carrier? probably as i doubt any company wants me as im close to being useless =.= . Wish To Go Cycle alone soon around yishun reservoir to have some peace and quiet and think about life (as always). Been So close to some1 yet still being called buddies and this fears me to ask anything further.... Why buddy? i dun know. Mayb i know tat person for 4 yrs and been very close ever since? heh only god knows. Am kinda confuse now so i better go off.......

Ahh A Nice Enviroment

Went For An interview today... at DW pte ltd. The place is very nice with a very suitable enviroment for me. There Was Quite a Couple of 16++ yrs old ppl there and the place was lively even though its at tanjong katong...... It has multiple joint ventured departments with young directors who proves that they can be successful too. Currently they were looking for a new department called Samurai and i really wish to be accepted inside..... Said they will call in 2 days if accepted but still i dun want to keep my hopes too high coz i might not get it.I can say tat i will work bloody hard on this company if i get accepted though but only god knows if im in or not .......
Also saw this attractive one applying for the company too... A couple of smiles were given to me by her ahakz (am i dreaming or am i dreaming?) well if im accepted might be able to meet her again :p oh well rather than being bored at home at least some dreams would make a better part of my day today heh. Will update in the nxt 2 days......

Slpy Me

Today Well Went To Slp For The Whole Day And Woke Up A bit Just To Eat And Have Some Entertainment While Other Ppl Is At Their New Sch/Jc ....Heh Wonder How They Were Doing .
Well Back To Slp Then :p And Good Luck to Those In THeir New Sch....

Singapore Vs Myanmar

WooooHooo....Singapore Won The Match 4-2 With The Final Aggregate Of 8-5 hehe.Singapore Was Down At 2-0 At Half time Until Noh Alam Shah Scored His First Goal Out Of His Hat Trick Later On....Singapore Had A Chance o Bring Glory When They Were Given A Penalty But Indra Hit The Pole Thus A DreadFul Miss.... Luckily Due To The Unhapiness Of The Tackle .. A Player From Myanmar Showed His Anger And dThus A Red Card Was Given And It Was Sg vs 8man Myan. Singapore Then Socred Another 3 goals In The Extra Time And The Fans Was So Happy Tat We Mocked Te Myan Fans Whom Were Sore Losers And Wimps :p
At Last One Sg Were Beaten Up Outside Stadium Possibly By Those Fools But The Truth Is We Still Won Thus The Glory Of The Lions...

Happy New Yr

Finally Its The Arrival Of The Yr 2005 Which Will Bring New Hopes,Glory And Dreams. However A New Yr Brings Sadness, Unhapppiness and Anger Just Like Other Yrs. As Due To The Sad Disaster Of The Tsunami...Ppl Has Been Traumatised By The Power Of Nature aNd How Deadly It Can Be. So Lets Hope We Are More Prepared In The Future To Handle This.....