Am i turning 22?

Heylo people!

I know i dun update frequently and only when i felt lyk it.
And today is just one of those days.

a year ago, it was just soo different. I felt as if i was on top of the world. Happy, satisfied and so looking forward to May 13 but today, it just seems lyk another normal day.

And tomorrow too will be another normal day. I just feel as if i was raise so high up and dropped all the way down. It just feels sooo empty. A birthday off? hmm looks lyk ill be spending my time in the library the whole day reading or something... i cant figure it out yet hehe.

However i am thankful of one thing. And i believe its enuf to be satisfied of my bday this yr in 2010. And that is knowing you. The girl with an awesome attitude and a pretty smile and a special accented-voice :) Beautiful.

Its okae if i dun have the chance to get close or to even know u better yet. Ill try but only HE decides whats best for you. Knowing you for this 5 months helped me face many fears and troubles.

No matter how tml goes, at least im thankful i survived. Its sad really. I wished nothing changed last yr till this but i guess HE has better plans for her. I guess ill just have to move on.

Thank you Allah S.W.T