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Hey world :)

I am happier now.
I finally saw your true colours my dear past.
And im happy to say it aint beautiful no more.
I have moved on now knowing what i lost was damn worth it.

You aint meant for me and thats what HE has been trying to show me :)
I have NEVER posted any bad comments about you and yet u were disappointing.
And i stop believing in the fact that the past comments wasnt about me. coz i stop trusting you now.

I tried to think you were worth it and you were nice enuf not to do bad things but oh boy was i wrong.
And by saying i din even sacrifise just for you? Thats it my fren. After all i did and that was what you said? hehe

My heart is finally free now.
I was in deep trouble trying to fall for someone whom my heart has lyk for so long.
Because ur memories stopped me from falling in love all over again.
And also to the fact that i do not want to be unfair to her.
But you moved on fairly easily. :)

For someone else.
It has been hard for this past 8 months.
I never really told you because i din ever want to burden you
Whats with troubles within you and your heart
And the never lasting lies and deceit from other guys.

I never wanted you to fall all over again
I wanted you to fully trust me before i could go on.
And i wasnt really ready for anything
But now that i moved on, i can really try.

For 6 months now that i knew you
I lyked you ever since i first met you.
And yet i never could admit because i fear of myself.
And never had i found someone so similar to me.

Someone whom i cld relate my lyfe to
Despite not needing me to share my stories
I already knew how similar you were to me
But pardon me for not admiting how much u meant to me.

As and when u ask how long i would be your fren
I cldnt really answer for i do not wish to lie
For i did wish we cld be more than frens
But not now as both of us aint ready.

And to the fact that you couldnt ride a bike
I respect that truly
And i wud take public any day just to be with you
All because of how much u actually meant to me

Thru u i actually learned alot.
Now i strive to achieve the best for myself
To be stable before truly going after you
And to be able to say im ready soon enuf.

Thank you my fren
Someday ill admit to you
But for now please have Patience
When the time comes and fate decides, ill be there for you forever as and when i could :)