Salam

In the name of God, most Gracious, most Compassionate.

heylo bloggy. I dun really know why im alternating between a random journal and this blog but i guess its okae coz both aint meant to be read by anyone anyway.

Anyway i had just finished watching a show called "Front of the class". The story is regarding a man born with a Taurette disease which means he would randomly blurt out a sound every few minutes or so without the power to stop himself.

The show actually taught me many things. One of them would be to never let yourself lose to this kind of sickness or flaws. It is afterall just another test from Him. Even if all teacher fails to educate you to be yourself or chaste after your dream. You can always learnt from yourself that it is you who controls things and it is you who can and who will do it.

With enough patience and support even the hardest dreams can be reach.

Never let any flaws or disability bring you down or stop you from getting what you want. Its just afterall another test for us. (Learnt from the story "Front of the Class")

So what i am trying to say here is that everyone of us aint perfect which would mean that we have many flaws in each and everyone of us. Like for example would be me. I have a lot of flaws in myself which would include not being handsome, short and very lame.

But i would never let that stop me from chasing my dream. All of those is given to me by HIM and i should gladly accept the challenge to go forward and fight on. I may not be handsome like some other people but i love myself nevertheless and if given the wish to be someone else, I would still pick to be myself for there is no other like me :)

I am a PES E in NS but i would never let that stop me either. I was born with problems in my heart in which according to the specialist my heart gave out an extra sound and its incurable though they did say that the sound has reduce significantly and requires instrument to hear it. And without any choice, i was given an E as they kinda see any problems to do with heart as serious and so i just have to accept them. If given the choice i would rather fight with the rest and i very much would like to be a policeman but as fate decides that is not my destiny.

Even though this heart problem of mine has never given me any problems at all, people still view me as not healthy.I had never view this as something that would pull me down because to me it doesnt. I can play soccer, run and do everything well. But since its a gift from GOD ill just accept my fate and try for something else.

Lesson learnt here. Always be yourself and fight for every dream.