Sad

Hmm i feel very disturbed now Dun really know why... maybe its because i just finished harry potter 6 ...maybe im being bombarded with question from wee quan maybe its just me and kah khek almost argued again LOL din really meant it though ... or maybe i din get to play pool this week or maybe just maybe i wish to talk to someone once again but dun wish to bother them.

Hmm

I Really feel like giving up but then again .... the sight of u and the resemblance to a seniorita in my sch is soo uncanny tat im totally reminded of u everytime i saw her ... Argh How i wish i can shout. U r tooo near yet u just seem to be getting further and further ... No doubt i know u used to enjoy my company ....But argh well im delaying too much time .

Weirdly even when u umm tat . I felt relieve then anger straight away at tat person for doing so to u. How could he hurt u? Argh how i really wish to tell but i cant ... i just cant ....Why u ask ? Well mayb jus maybe..... the problems lies with me.

Well mayb i would just rather see u happy . The way u talked to me totally changed me from wat i used to be and i became rather moody and thus i lost control. Then again Im just having a dream.

Good good

Finally u are slowly gaining control of ur temper heh.Ah well wats the use of using such a high vocab words if the simplicity of my words are hard to understand . Heh oh well lets not brood over such stuff in my blog entry...yes MY blog entry.

Btw the "radio" part was an assumption shd u one day had successfully gained entry to such industry. Well Kompang today was great ...have to admit tat i met more great seniors and seniorita's heh . Performed infront of a huge crowd of graduates. Was the only first yr in the group of 6 ppl.And yeah the great thing was they din even treat me like a newbie . Well had loads of fun in sch today. Well nothing much to say today except being overcame by fatique all day and my left arm felt like its going to be torn off any moments heh . Well then .Peace.

*Peace As in no war coz i dun think you are too shallow minded to realise tat im not screaming my heads off to u dude.

Ahh yes...kompang time.

Heh well if u cant understand my post then i rather save my breath than saying in right infront of ur face .Why go thru all the trouble when right after i finish u still wun understand lol.Oh well if u cant understand it then too bad...

Well had a nice day today learning kompang in school and its fun! And yeah just after one practice and im suppose to go perform tml somewhere in a large stage with hmm 7 more ppl? Cant remember.Well im very excited now but when tomorrow arrives ... im going be very nervous heh ... Well well well im finally able to control my temper heh and dun cursing off whenever im angry.If u do ... then i suggest u change because its a serious attitude problem.
Hmm met a couple of great year 2's today.And im thinking abt hanging around Malay Language Society club more often coz the ppl there are great and nice to be with . Oh well been feeling rather agitated lately because of some incident not involving me or any guys tat i know of ....Well im glad tat im back to normal. If ur not u can very well say ur farewell heh. Peace

Ah Yes....

Uve got nothing to lose havent u? hah then why are u resulting to vulgarities and being so angry for if uve got nothing to lose and not a sourgrape? hah btw for ur info the sourgrape din meant the pool thingy . Its u yeah entirely u. A person too proud to admit tat he ever lost.Well always thinking us lower and stupider than u huh? As if ur so brilliant and smart. Think abt it ... wat have we done to have u critise us all the time ... both in front and behind our backs? If u think im talking nonsense well u r wrong coz ppl do tell me all the time that even when im not with u guys ... U still talk abt me.. Really im not stupid as u think i am...Well am i stupider? Hah bullshiet. U know it urself. I have nvr and will nvr write such things to frens whom i believe can control themselves or wait i have nvr written bad abt any1 mayb except u? I Wonder why.....Is it because i got nothing to do ? Or better still Its Because of u and ur attitude Of ticking people off! See u cant stand to lose and u keep blaming me for starting while knowingly well that its u who caused everything. Had u not had been wat u are now or shud i say had u been more understanding and prepared to lost whenever things are not going ur way ...i believe things will not have turn out this way. Believe me ...im not trying to flame u up but read at ur own messages in my tag-board and in ur smses if u dun believe the truth.

Hey Again Peeps

Well today hmm isnt much of a good day for me well why u ask? Hmm started off the previous nite in which i slp at 8 and woke up at 4am >.< Then i saw some1 very familiar but i cant really see if its truly tat person or not grr.Came to sch and teacher told us tat today there is nth to do so we can go home already.............(in short came to sch for nth). At home .....argh got into an argument with mom coz she was pissed with my big brother and pushed the anger to me T_T

Sad but true then my own classmate spread rumor to him.Yes Him the big mouth Np guy who always teases us SP.U know who u are alright. And well if u wish to spread the rumor go ahead... i dun mind since u know fairly well its not true. hmm then there is also others but i shall not explain in detail. Well weirdly i kinda suck in pool today.(though fiq i still manage to beat u in my lousiest form so... and if ur thinking big abt tat one win just remember its on purpose and b4 u go around boasting think abt it coz i know tat u know wat happened.

And As For tat someone i really really suggest u not doing it. Really it does not sound dumb if u do it but save urself...
Hold On If U Feel Like Letting Go-(Hold On)Good Charlotte.

Yus

I hate u Yus .... I Really Do.... Wats Not Meant To Be Nvr Let It meant To Be
U Of All Ppl Shud Know Tat Dreams Are A Fantasy ...It Wun Happen.
Coz if it does then its not a dream. Argh help me ~PeaceZ

If...

If.... A Word Used By One Too Many times .The Meaning Is Smth Similar To Might or Might Not . A Worthy word for contradicting oneself yet useful for making suggestion. If Only..... yea If Only .Only.... a word similar to one or a criteria To do Or Make Something. If Only And Only If ... Two similar words used together yet creates a meaning tats far different from one another. Hmm Therefore this two words is actually wats bothering me and my actions. If Only i dare..... and Only if this is the right time ..... Is Wat Stopped me From Cheering u or even talk to u. u Were Lost And Confused In The Word Love,Like And Admire. Usually Love Is A Very Strong Word For Bonding As The Phrase I Love U aNd U Love Me Means nothing more then being the same.Yet Like And Admire Usually Comes One Sided.And As They Say A Clap With One Hand Will Nvr Make A Sound. tat Is Meaning If The Way of liking and Admiring Comes From Both Side Then Tats Wat I Would Think the Real Meaning Of Love Comes From .... Well I might be right or i might be wrong well tats all up ur mind to think.Hmm Well I See u Say love is fated well is it ? Or was it? heh ...

I had A Class In Which We Talked Abt Love And Our Ideas Of It ... Well I Used To Think It Was Fated But After Hearing everything i realise it wasnt.. its True U Cant Change Ur so Called Love or To me Ur liking and admiration..... But Tat Doesnt mean Its fated ... Well Ur So Called Love can disappear anytime anywhere but wats fated is ur loyalty and sincerity towards some1.... Love is just an illusion my fren said well i believe it quite true ....Love Doesnt Last Forever But Ur Sincerity and Loyalty is wat lies within u tat is possible to last forever.Ur mom and dad Tat Lives Together Doesnt mean They Still Loves each other....Its Just They Are Loyal to each other and sincere towards wat they said during their wedding the one which said "till death do us part and shall we be sincere and faithful towards one another for life" faith in god is also something tat bond ppl together and honesty yet another great thing to have...

Well Who am i to say? Im just a 17 yr old teenager but then again ur just so near yet u are so far...Well I Shud Have but I Just Cant Bring myself to bother u Though i know tat during this times that i shud be cheering u up and and and .....Well "cant".... yet another word for human selfish desires... They dun try yet they already said they cant better still Everything is possible ...its just between want to do or dun want to do it. Wats Limiting myself now is me. I just hope im not too late when i finally bring myself to do wats right. cheers - PeaceZ

Me Yea Tats Right.

Well i was pretty busy working last week so din have time to blog. Worked at admiralty pasar malam and i have to admit the place is very empty and i guess this is one of the worse place ever and the company sure earn very little coz i spend most of the time talking to kah khek instead of working >.< heh. Well unfortunately on monday i fall sick ... Suddenly in school i had motion sickness and i really lost my appetite and wanting to vomit almost everytime but luckily my stomach was empty so i left school b4 the last module and head for home both me and khek coz coincidently he fall sick as well lol. At home weirdly i was in bed with blankets feeling very hot but my body just refused to sweat although my temperature wasnt high tat nite ... Well today i got better and went of to the movies in bugis with khek , bao yun , jia wei... all of which is my new classmates. Somehow somewat i, no, we seem to lost contact with each other. Of course i meant my secondary sch frens wat else ? duh ~ heh.

Aha we went to watch Fantastic 4 of course and well the animation was great though the ending to the end of Dr Doom Wasnt really nice and tat its so obvious tat there will be part 2 lol ... nvrtheless it was well worth it. Then i followed Khek to Sim Lim Square to accompany him buy mp3 and w.t.heavens ... he was so shy to the sales people tat he ask me to ask for the prices and get him a good one -.-" oh well... At first he thot of ipod shuffle 1Gig in which we manage to find from $210 to as high as $240... Then suddenly he changed his mind thinking tat he wants an mp3 with a radio well thot of creative muVo nxt ...nice specs , nice shape and style but the price oso nice lol 1g ranged from $245-26+ but this time i rejected it >.< heh and told him no use looking at good brands only coz some other brand mayb unknown but might have good quality as well heh. so in the end i found him a nice Yepp from samsung 1G + fm radio with usb plug in and internal built battery(though he can choose the external one) for a nice price of $199 ... phew finally . Saved him $50 lol. Well I just found out tat the Yepp Mp3 i bought for $199 at pc show 2005 actually cost $4++ which is twice of the price in which i bought it and the $199 price is for 512 ... Am so grateful tat i bought it at pc show hehe... Well cheers!

Hmm Are u or Am I ? Maybe U Are And Maybe I Am.

Hey!

Yay finally got myself a haircut.... Now my very short and nice heh. Well Sch's been fine as usual. Time Sure Fly Fast When Ur in Poly.... Well Tats all for now ...Toodles!