No Doubt.

Ah no doubt it was u i pass. From a far i recognise tat smile.A smile which is beyond words.From afar my heart beats faster. Even Though it wasnt clear if it was u or not but it was as if it was already confirm tat it was u.... As we got nearer my heart beat faster as if there is this excitement though we have nvr met for like 5 yrs ....It was so different ,special which is beyond description.
As we walk pass i cldnt help but to give a smile but its as if u had forgotten who i was and who i am... Sad but true. Depressing but ur smile made my day ......... Oh god.

Blink 182 ~ Adam's Song.

I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again

You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside

The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside

The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

Fun Fun Fun!

Wee today had loads of fun in class bbq in pasir ris park heh
Though it started out raining , the rain stopped soon after.
Went there see people occupy our pit but i got receipt so they got to go heh.So then we started off by fetching the food from asyikin's dad's car.Heh bought lotsa food and hardly finished everything and we had loads of fun bbquing lotsa stuff. We bbq till about 830 before packing up and leave. too bad we din have food for huiling coz she vegetarian. Took a couple of photos and listen to music in kah khek laptop... wow too good a day to be true. And yeah asyikin family was nice enuf to fetch the food from kembangan which saved us lots of trouble heh. Anyway a girl was interested in kenny lol and asked for his number woo. lol.cheapskate girls :p.Ah well damn tired now bb.

Haiz

Yeah yeah im short fiq... i know but i just dun care. Why shd i care? im created by god this way and im thankful to be alive heh. Ah well this week had been a week filled with nothing except emptyness. Why ? coz God knows why. Yeah i know im being lame but things cant have been prevented.yes it is more painful liking than being like eh ? I tried. I wish i cld tell but i just cant.Well days in SP have had been no worst. Kah Khek quited as an Assistant Leader and therefore left me alone to handle the bbq this sat.Well he has quite some problem with anger thus i dun blame him and besides he promised to rejoin if this bbq is a success. Ah well im trying anyway.
I always do.I try to make everyone happy but in the end am i happy....? nope.I prefer to see u happy than making myself happy. Sad but true.

PeaceZ
The PeaceMaker Of Not One But All.

Well here goes

hmm well yeah fiq i admit the poem doesnt really rhyme but then again i tried and it seems fine. Though u may not like it , i cant say anything much but oh well dun complain lol. Ah well Nothing much to say except i did kinda well in my MST in poly.
Well here goes.
Module Paper Lab Test

Maths 89/100 26/30
Fundamental Elect 100/100 96/100
Programming(lab exam) - 99/100
Network Essential dunno yet 98 or 96

Ah well i did fine 3 A's for now later god noes. Well Guo Hwee if u read this dun hao liao i know u got 3 100 for the papers lol. Well it really sucks to be me. Being a guy who puts up a smile everywhere as if nothing happens but wat really happens inside me ?
Its Like a Jungle in there lol u will get lost once u entangle in it. Well im talking crap again lol oh well. Nothing much happens this week accept tat getting of results.
Went playing pool with fiq,idaly and faiz heh it was fun. though i skipped kompang training lol.Ah well.

K another crap poems wee lol.

UR Smile
So Beautiful and Wonderful
Yet So Doubtful And Intriguing
How Ive always Ponder
Impressed By All Ur Wonders
How Is It Even Possible
For A Person So Troubled
And Hardworking Still Able
To Produce Such A Special
Smile Tats Able To Wipe
All The sorrowness and Troubles
As If It Din yet Happened
A Smile So True
Yet So Calm And Sincere
Has Yet To Failed Ur Peers
To Agree Such a Beautiful Person U Actually are.

Hmm a something not tat good but hey at least i tried.

U Laugh a fake Laughter
U smiled a fake Smile
Like As if U din bother

But Wats happening inside
Is actually a deep hidden Agenda
Which Might Be Full of Propaganda

I Hoped To see U Smile
And hope To See U Laugh
But Actually in real
It all Beats To See U Back To normal.

U Dun Have To Smile Always
Nor do u Have To Laugh Always
But Wat U Shd Do
Is To Try An be Happy Always :)

Harry Potter

hmm these few days ... i just cant get enuf of harry potter and just couldnt accept the ending of bk 6 HBP ... So i ended up reading fan fictions instead of wat cld be of bk 7 written with their own creative idea and this i find very amusing because some of them wrote great stories though i cant say that they are JK standard but hey! everyone is special .....So no two author really have the same way of writing anyway. I have to admit i enjoyed their stories and got too involved in tat i couldnt get enuf .....(well those who wish for the webby just ask)

Well tml i have a maths MST yet im still awake and reading fanfiction while studying ...Hmm but then again im too lost in thoughts about things . Found someone's nick very "mencabar" hmm oh well i guess its just best to wait till my exams over. Btw i found a nice funny site (those who had seen MTV shd have seen it b4 for those who din here goes ....)

Crazy Frog

Running bear