My Heart, My Soul

 

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

At last....

Im free like a bird .....
Free to do anything i want
Free At last....
Freedom was wat i wanted
But sheesh one month only >.< haha

Anyway just finished my exams today
Annnd it wasssss soooo unpredictable
Im sooo scared that i din do as well as i wanted
Curse Eragon curse my laptop
The ones tat strayed me of course
and distract my focus
But sheesh i din managed to do everything
And i did try my best
The rest as i said I leave to god
Insha' allah

Now the busy times has passed
Its time to Rock on baby!
But duh~ was too tired tat i fall asleep
At my sofa while reading a book
4Got to put away in msn
at last 10 ppl msg me but i din reply
I felt so bad coz when i came back only
2 were there left lol. Ah well till nxt time then bb.

Monday, September 26, 2005

Haizz

anyway peeps heres a nice catchy phrase and dude my fingers are long enuf ti kill u everytime with my awp! hah!

TAKE NOTE!
My blog aint dead
Im just 2 busy to update.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

A Tribute to two of my best known friends...

Love Is Not Just A Feeling
Its A Risk Tat One has To Take
Its A Sacrifice Tat One has to make
Time And Fates Helps in the Intake

Breaking up is just an Escape route
tat Only The Ones Tat Gave Up Will make
Solving Problems Aint meant to be easy
But it helps in strengthening bonds tat's flimsy

Before U break up, Plz do think twice
Coz As They say its no use crying over overcooked rice
If u think the problems fits tat price
Ill ask u again to be thinking trice

Its not routines that made u love
Its the man and the heart tat made u move
Such man doesnt come more than once
Nor leaving him is correct answer

I hope u know and i hope u cherish
The chance u were give to live and love
Unlike u not everybody has the same chance
To be given true love or feel wats love is like
I have to admit i nvr felt it but i have to
Tell u that with ur given chance u shdnt admit defeat.



I dun wish to see u part

Friday, September 16, 2005

Truth Be Told Im Losing Myself

In this world, there are many types of people. The nice ones , The bad ones, The loyal And The Ones which is of course the opposite.Which do i categorize myself into? Hard to say but easy to spot haha. Honesty lies in the person ur talking to. Yeah its complicated but wat i mean is if ur talking to ur principal who is questioning or blaming u for things u did, Of course u would lie so as not to to get into trouble but if ur talking to some1 u like....the whole truth came spilling out as if the word "lie" doesnt exist at all.Yeah everything i told u is the truth nothing but the truth. I cant lie and if i cant tell u the truth i would just stall but nvr lied. Tats how special u are.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

My Life

Sometimes i always wonder ....why? why am i still here standing as if nothing's happen ? I dun really know the answer myself but my guess should be very close. yes its true everybody has problems even me and u. There was once a time in which i shud almost be as good as gone but there was this kind angel who saved me and brought me back to reality. Sounds like a fairy tale ? heh but its not . I lived on after that stronger than before helping others throughout to stay strong . But as of now im lost and confused ... Why does it seems tat im able to understand everyone but myself? not only tat it aint easy for others to understand me as well. Yeah i fought once with u nadiah just because of this understanding thingy . Yeap i underestimated u but its true... Sry to say... Somehow sad but true. As for u. I shall reveal myself and everything as of me one day.My feelings ,my past ,my present , my loyalty ,my honesty and even my faithfulness. I cant bear seeing u being hurt and tortured as of wat i did with my mistakes...

The time will come As of When Truth Shall be Told.
-PeaceZ-

~My Timeless Desires~

Monday, September 12, 2005

Angels of Desires

Hmm these couple of days have been nice and pleasant :) . I feel much happier than i ever had before maybe because i finished all my projects and left with only my 3 exam papers which starts next week heh.Hmm though i haven start mugging i already have the desires to mug now that im in a much lighter mood than i ever had been heh. Well thx for passing by my blog people ... ireally appreciate it though at first this was meant to be a spill of my heart not to be kept bottle up but then i guess its better not to keep it a secret anymore though i dun advertise to people heh. Well i hope things will continue to go well then mayb who knows ? the time might come to go another step heh . Lets cross my fingers and keep on hoping :)

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Its been a long long time....

Welll its been quite a long time since i last update my blog..... been very very very busy with projects and finishing it b4 the dateline.Now 2 of my projects are done and handed up...Left with only NwE...Well nxt week wun have much sch then nxt 2 weeks would be exam week b4 its the holidays.... WEE 4 weeks of holidays i cant wait lol.Well then again i haven start studying lol.Din have had the motivation.Well i hope now tat some1 is online again i will motivation to chiong study all the way! Go Yus! heh nites then guys .

Saturday, September 03, 2005

A Day Filled With Memories

Heh days had passed by and yet i ve not updated though almost everyday im infront of a computer ...hmm well i ve just been overly busy with all my projects as the datelines as u all shud know is nxt week.And yet ive like 4 more projects to complete darn. In 3 wks time would be both my holidays + my exam week.Stressful yet peaceful .... how contradicting. Well anyway all the project is almost done anyway and i expect myself to finish my IDEAS and my Programming by end of the weekends.As of NWE and FE i shall try my best to finish the report asap. Anyway went back to sch on the eve of Teachers day to meet my wonderful old frens and the teachers. Unfortunately AI is no longer as welcoming as it used to be. All of us oldbirds were chased away when we came in the morning but the good thing is because of that we got a chance to meet our old frens outside the school and had lunch at sakura heh.Been sometime since i had eaten there :p
Anyway met my old grp of frens whom made my day and nothing went wrong tat day heh. After tat me ukiat Hf and dickhead aka OLS went to town to play lan. Heh we played dota and cs + battle ship . OLS as usual created trouble by making other ppl mad heh but luckily nothing happened. Well as for thursday i had lesson as usual while doing programming project. And today nothing much happened just tat 5 of us went to play pool at Causeway point . me Idaly shahrin and faiz and Ahmad. Heh i can see that shahrin played frequently since he improved much and i deproved since i din play for quite some time. Well As for idaly sry dude im not a loser just i dun like to be in ur team :p
I miss somebody.........i really do. i really really really really really do. Ok sry. bye.