Selamat Hari Raya!!!!

Heloo Ppl!!! Been a very looooong time since i last blog due to the fact that i was both busy and tired...I have had been sleeping at 10+ for the last 5 days ....phew penat sey.Anyway today i went out with my Ai frens and it was a blast.I apologise to you guys for being not-so-cheery and the treatment of my family which was very gloom due to the fact that today there was a death in my family and only a few knew it.I din wanna go actually but wanted to kebumikan my uncle whom i mentioned in a couple of previous entries ago tat was about to past away and the unfortunate thing happened today in the wee hours of the morning.My family said just go with ur raya outing and they went to melawat my arwah pakcik.Its a sad thing as i din even get to see him before he died and he was in ICU while we all were enjoying raye.His legs were cut off due to diabetes and im quite upset tat i din went while all my cousins were there ... im sure that they are probably thinking that we all dun care but i do...i really do.

At least u guys made me forget my sorrows a little here and there.This year hari raya wasnt as cheery as last year(the whole raya ever since 1st of shawal).My grandmother(mother side) pass away last yr so we only went to my father's mother house.And we only went to four house on the first day of raya.I dare say that this year raya, im really in no mood to raya and i can prove tat by saying tat i lost interest in the times in which we were all eager to check our duit collections.I only checked it during the 5th day of raya haha.And okay i did get quite alot and im not complaining either heh.

And people out there those who had been reading my blog ... Plz be inform that I was Once rejected by dayah a yr ago and Yes those who think i was scared enuf to ask her.I did and at a wrong time okay.So anyway since she isnt interested in me, i dun think i shud be going after her so i stopped going after her coz since she dun want it why should i continue to pursue ... get it ? yes i admit its the truth so plz Stop disturbing me or her coz it will only hurt her not me ... And anyway i only treat her as my fren only now just like u all and no more coz my heart lies somewhere else now . So plz i hope the truth is enuf for u all to understand why i dun like u all disturbing her.

Anyway nadiah i thank u so much for consoling me for the death of my uncle..i was extremely sad but u made my day thx.
And peeps hari raya outing on november 13 will be out real soon when i have the time.

And lastly To all the people out there...I wish to say Selamat Hari Raya maaf Zahir dan batin as im human just like u all im still prone to making mistakes and hurting others unknowingly so i apologise to everyone for my wrongdoings and plz forgive me. Thx and have a nice day.

And Anis: Thx for praising the "kuehs" in my house being one of the nicest..Thx a lot.And i hope u guys enjoy the cake chocolate/nutella heh...