I Dun Need A Tittle.

Term test next week.
Im here lazying around.
Totally lost my enthusiasm.
Admit I Will Nvr Be Like U
Dun Have The Focus u Had.
The Push U Gave.
And Yet I Wonder.
And Wonder And Wonder.
Why Am I Trying When I Lost Already.

This week Seems More Peaceful.
Aint no disturbance following me around.
Idiots who thinks Highly of themself.
All Lying Around.

The Event Totally changed My Thoughts.
Things will Nvr Be Same Again.
Hate Me , Like Me U r 2 Blamed.
Im Thru With u.

I just felt like writing everything sentence by sentence haha.

To All U Guys Out There.

Just to tell u guys that IM NOT a very religious person but I WANT to try my best 2 change for the better and along the way bring u guys along. i dun just wanna think abt myself. but i think abt u guys as well.Yes my weakness is i cared too much but tats me.I care about everyone.Yes nis it aint ur fault nor fir but we all must have the willingness to change. yes sometimes i do miss my prayers.its not that im the ever so perfect muslim.... no im not. but i always try not to and i know u guys do find me troublesome asking to pray at houses during raya outing.its not that i want but i know i must.When outing with u guys sometimes i dun want to miss prayers but somehow there are certain times when i dun know where to go find :/ . Sry but i must do what i must .

Sentosa.

Phew im a lil outdated but hey i was busy to update heh. Well sentosa this week was.... great.Turns out more fun than i expected though it was intended for girls, it ended with lotsa boys instead heh.Well the luge ride was great though a tad too expensive,the beach was awesome with the feel of sand on my feet that i havent felt in months and the sea was great with the taste of salt that i had almost forgotten.Though it did rain for a little while,it din spoil everyone's mood heh.Played volleyball and thrashed the bangla's :p but was trashed by them in the game of ultimate frisbees.Had to admit my physique is a goner.No longer the fit person i used to be.I doubt if i were to play soccer i can even last 45 min not say 90 :/

The very next day we decided to watch narnia.Great story but the endings weird.Anyway i went for Taman Ilmu instead of Farid house on Friday and guess what? i din regret it.I realise learning religious stuff there is fun.I also get to hang out with the MLS people after that as the speaker decides to treat all of us dinner at Zam Zam.Seriously I think MLS is worth being in and im gona start bringing my old frens in.heh.The Taman Ilmu is also gona liase with NYP and TP soon so we might share our knowledge and teach each other stuff or attend each other sharing sessions.And yes fiq i went home at 11 because i just came back from dinner at Zam Zam.

The Truth was there all along.
I knew but i wasnt sure.
U made it clear.
And now its all over.

Java.shiet.

Crap. nvr in my life have i ever been so sure abt something and now im damn freaking sure that im going to fail my java lab test.argh.this is gona be the first thing that i have had ever failed in poly life. darn man.Weird thing is i wasnt feeling upset while doing in the test but like when i see the question... i was like "WHAT ?" even when it was an open book test, i was helpless. half way thru the test i was like "ah well im done for" .maybe im slacking too much. Maybe i hate java.Maybe its just tat java sux.Maybe just maybe its coz im changing.Perhaps i think too much.
im DARN lucky that there is no written exam for java this semester or im done for. Ah well im bored.

Sorry.

Ok i din have time to update yest because i had a test to study though actually i ended up watching man utd match + slp instead of really "studying" heh. the lab test turned out fine todae except i had this tiny weeny bit of mistake by inserting the wire to the wrong side of the protocol analyzer. However i got the connection part right and was able to transmit data between the two computer only the tiny mistake made my data unreadable on the protocol analyzer. so he minused a bit of marks >.< . hmm lucky for me the test was like easy to do but if the connection was wrong everything wrong. hmm.

Anyway i would like to publicly apologise to all my friends for my irritating attitude yesterday or should i say Sunday. It started of a fine day and i was doing CIP with my sch frens but after that some1 was busy so something had to be cancelled off and i thot .... wat a nice timing so i got a chance to go home bath and rest and meet ahmad at 6.30 to look for something before solat berjemaah at Darul Maks. but i seriously have to say that i was damn tired and my body was aching coz the cip job took most of my energy.And as most of u know... whenever im tired.... ill get a lil over crazy. maybe not as crazy as Ifah. so i hope for all those unintended "SHARP" words that i threw at u all are all forgiven as i really din mean it and sometimes i tend to get too sharp with my words and yeah i admit my mistakes.sry to all those i criticise intendedly or unintendedly... mainly peoplee like ANIS(soooo sry tat i said ur glases looks like googles but naturally as i look more it seems u look nice in it)...Fir (normal lah.its just coz u kutuk me first haha)...Afiq(u know wat lah.) Ahmad, Ifah(tapi mmg betul ah dini giler.),Naz,Reyn,Dayah(It was fir who started first.) and last but not least WANEY haha. din meant to make u feel guilty but i was a bit over till u really wanna hit me sey.But truthfully ur eyes are scary (TAK BEDEKKK!!!!!) haha.okae i shall end here.Sry to everyone .

Check this out.

Putfile Says Goodbye To Singapore

At dawn on December 2nd 2005, Singapore hanged a citizen of Australia, despite a plea for clemency from the United Nations. Whilst Putfile is not a human rights campaigning organization, we believe that if a country must have the death penalty, there is no need for it be barbaric. It is enough of a punishment, and a deterrent, to take someone's life in a painless manner, without having to be barbaric about it. Putfile prefers to not continue to provide our free uploading service to a country that executes prisoners by hanging, a method of execution which can take up to six minutes to painfully execute the victim.

For this reason, we are at this time terminating all service to users from Singapore. We shall be happy to restore service following any positive move from the government of Singapore towards abolition of hanging as an execution method.

Goodbye Singapore,

Putfile.


Here's a link to the full site. :--->http://www.putfile.com/putfile-goodbye-to-singapore.php

Dun worry abt copyright it states as long as i have put up the link to the site its okay to copy any part of it . found this while i was browsing the net.

Wounded. Heh Lovely Song.

"Wounded"

Lost and broken,
Hopeless and lonely.
Smiling on the outside,
and hurt beneath my skin.

My eyes are fading,
My soul is bleeding.
I'll try to make it seem okay,
But my faith is wearing thin.

So help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this hole,
Even though this is not your fault,

That I'm open,
And I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me sew them up.

I only wanted a magazine,
I only wanted a movie screen,
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed.
And now my mind is an open book,
And now my heart is an open wound,
And now my life is an open soul for all to see.

But help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this hole,
Even though this is not your fault,

That I'm open and I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me,
So you come along,
I push you away,
Then kick and scream for you to stay.
Cuz I need someone to help me,
Oh I need someone to help me,
To help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this hole,
Even though this is not your fault,

That I'm open,
And I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me sew them,
I need someone to help me fill them,
I need someone to help me close them up.

Sick.

Darn.... im falling sick and tml is a very impt day. From a lab practical quiz to faiz match(which i dun think im fit to plae) and lastly to the class leader meeting at 530 pm at SP. if there wasnt a meeting then Taman Ilmu would have taken place anyway so im still busy as hell and im pending if ican go or not. If not hopeful Kah Khek or Asyiqin (vice and secre) might take over my place in the meeting :/ or worst to worst i will just ask Jega my next class (class leader) haha.

Anyway had a nice time talking to waney abt the past yesterday haha. weirdly she is lame but funny . Anyway got to know abt my "old" frens thru her and im glad that they are fine. cool. Sadly i noticed a couple of people whom i usually talked to have stopped replying me or stop talking to me all the way ....haizz sad but true. and yea ppl i have a fetish for people wearing tudong >.< haha.


No matter how much the world is spinning.
I still do care for u and ur whinings.
I may be forgotten but never will i stop thinking.
The past maybe over but my future is still pending.

Pheew.

yeah. just came back from kompang in school. Its so fun to be im SP MLS man.Met A LOT of new friends and now im like a part of them. met more malay people in these 2 weeks than 2 semesters in sp haha. ok bedek. Anyway a couple of days ago ive just ended my stay at the costa sands chalet in pasir ris. Though the chalet was small and quite ex... i have to say its fun and laughter all the way. Have had fun playing twister the first day with the girls and the guys though i was forced to stay and plae haha. Some unfair stuffs was that i played it 4 times and 3 times i had to do forfeit and its soooooo not fair. twice was dancing with afiq and reyn and the last was erhmm with .... >.<
haha anyway we played lots of stuff and naz was damn good with the game cheat and dayah was snap queen while felix was ruler of the world in risk. haha in the end not many of the "planned" stuff happened but it was still as fun as ever and the barbeque was nice especially when anis "margarinated" the aluminium foil and it caught fire and who saves the day ? haha. ok crap anyway im sure a lot of guys have had fun except for the last day in which we made a ghost story and left the girls out and i felt dreadfully guilty so i hope the next outing for them would make big smiles on the faces and lastly sry to whoever i accidently pissed them of and if ever i wasnt a nice guy then IM REALLY SRY.

Anyway faiz and farid or whoever wants to join SP TAMAN ILMU plz contact me in which we have a forum like syarahan every friday with some ustaz or older people at 530-730 which is good for realigious purpose and im in the committee for organising it . Its open to other schools as well :) .