My Heart, My Soul

 

Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Finally Year 1 is OVER

after 8 months of gruelling studies and stressing and fun life in poly.... finally i have reached the end of year 1.Its time to move on yus... to year 2.yeah ive faced a lot of challeges and learn a lot from my mistakes and how being a class leader actually made me understand people... their intentions and their attitudes.Yeah its stressing all right and yeah if possible i want to step down.Not that i feel that im not fit for the job or i cant take it anymore but i feel its time to let others feel the pain.heh. Well life has been going for me as usual and yeah lotsa stuff happen.First and foremost my maths exam was very very very hard and yeah for the first time i felt that i dun know even know if i can pass but i really hope i can though.

Then yeah last saturday was the hafla or so called graduation for the first batch in darul makmur...i was one of the performer singing nasyid with the rest of my 5 friends singing the song Salam perpisahan for the graduates and yeah everybody likes our singing :D.atifah was one of the performer as well but she was acting a skit as a ustazah (aha berangan nampak) heh. And yeah we have had been practising a lot to make this happen.I just found out that finally someone who doesnt know me at all hates me... wow thats something new. oh well he is younger so i cldnt be bothered to learn more abt him anyway so im gona see if he brings it far to call his "so called outside gang" aha then ill just call 1 person and see if the whole gang runs away or not aha.For your info the person whom i shall call is my own brother heh... a policeman. Oh well i wonder what i did wrong though... Hmm that day being spotted at starbucks with some1 else isnt a very good option. its sad though to lose such a chance... i wonder and yeah i really wonder if i ever had a chance to see u again ? heh.

hmm now now let me see if i missed out on anything...nope just looking forward to the future i guess... and yeah have fun for the holiday poly ppl ... u guys deserve it!

Saturday, February 18, 2006

hey....

Yeah got myself a new semi-accoustic guitar with amp ^_^.it cost all the money that i had been saving for motorcycle license but then again i dun regret it coz its a nice guitar.haiz been using a lot of money though i dun really feel the lack of money but i sure do feel the lost of it :/ ouh well i shdnt brood abt it anyway and for all i know im always happy to donate and be kind hearted even when im broke because who knows if ever i was broke then allah might just help in return. So if u all dun feel kind enuf to donate or watsover its ur own problem but dun blame god or me if ever u keep feeling that ur pocket is empty... its not coz u overspend but its coz u keep counting ur money and "pelokek" towards others. u deserve it. Oh well i dun understand u ppl really being so cheap and stuff...(meant for my classmates not my close frens from ai).
Anyway let me post a few pictures of my guitar before i continue with my life.





Ok hope u like it.Hows life for me you ask? Well its not quite the same anymore. Some people just dun notice my lack of communication with them...I dun really abandon u guys for long without reason but if i do there usually is a reason behind it.This week is great for me since there were only 3 days of sch and the rest of the time i spend outside with ahmad and faiz etc....Work on saturday and sunday.... with the sunday work ending with a free lunch of sharkfin soup and prata plus free ride home and free show of an idiot making wheelie at an empty road. The monday i had two test or more so called quiz. Then tuesday my OC presentation went with a breeze though someone wasnt there to support :/ though there was encouragement :p hope everyone liked my valentine days message :
No flowers to send...
No gifts to be given...
Just plain old words...
To please your heart...
And a reminder...
That u are always remembered...
Happy Valentine's Day!


The rest i wun write down heh. but its written by me :D aha.Wednesday i went to buy guitar and amp with faiz.Then thursday i went with ahmad and asraf to go some bowling and pool... wasnt up to playing pool much though and ahmad's improving a lot ... And friday went to farid house to studying guitar ! V^_^V
Sry if i haven been myself lately. i still have something very impt to solve.i hope by me being nice to people u guys dun take me for granted... im always here to help and i dun ask anything in return but if u do have things to return.. i might just be glad to accept :) take care.

Friday, February 10, 2006

qwerty

So many things has happened that i really have no mood to blog. Whats with the project and all that. But now im done with them and quite relax as well but the thing is ... i still have no mood to blog. :/
Oh well anyway to all u people who is pissed on the cartoon of our prophet just relax and they will get the consequencess. No matter how angry we are we shd maintain our patience and dun go overboard.
Dunno why but todae im extremely down.lets hope things will change for the better though i doubt it will. :/ oh well.

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Ahh Happy new yr

Selamat tahun baru islam. yeah! this week is a very fine week. Have had loads and loads of fun. Thanks a lot dayah and ur father for the tix to the zoo :D. Its my first time there and sweet with my best friend(s) and all my close frens.Its more than what i wanted. before that had a great time in the empty northpoint last saturday talking about stuffs and going home late. Feel proud of myself helping someone thruout and that alone made me happy :). Anyway Zoo was fun. Ranges from animals eating ,doing stunts ,showing off to peeing and shitting aha. Well i just love the white horse and the polar bear. anyway had loads of fun playing pool with u guys.

Aha today pool session is great too heh.Hope u guys have had loads of fun as well aites.Looking forward to tml starbucks. Enjoy peeps ! :)