heh.

im happy lalala XD

Humans

What i have notice so far is one can be so perfect yet is never perfect coz in a way or another to make the laws of the world fair... those that are so perfect have flaws in other areas. Example... a person maybe well like , smart ,capable peaceful ,loving ,caring but still their flaws are like unable to attract the opposite sex and confirmed in a way or another to have a sickness or 2 in them to make them not perfect and for them to know and understand their standing in the world. Sugguh menakjubkan ya?

Hmm begitulah ceritanya.Hmm baruku sedar bahawa jikalau sesekali pun sesiapa ade temu duga untuk apa apa pun... janganlah .. aku kata lagi... janganlah jikalau kamu kenal kepada interviewer itu memberitahu tentang ape ape in advance kerana ia akan dikenakan kembali ... proven and tested :P

hmm baru sahaja semalam ku tak dapat tido kerana perkara hatiku. sungguh tidak ku memahami mu tetapi tidak mengapa.patience is always a virtue. and yeah aku akhirnya tertido pada pukul 4 dah bangun pada pukul 6 haha compare to kak zaf tido early datang lambat :P ahaha.

Anyway interview buat nurhayat akhiri dengan baik .. alhamdulillah. ku tak tahu mengapa ku memilih ranking in that order but it was because i was kinda shocked. but oh well like they say just give it a try. yeah those question werent easy to answer but yeah i did try kak zaf and if it werent good .. im not surprise coz just the previous day i was upset big time but yeah to me im very impress i manage to pass thru it but its thx to kak zaf and dayat i wasnt that nervous heh.

yeah next up... interview for -rather not say now-. this came as another shock :/ seriously din expect sey but oh well just give it my best anyway.yeah i know with the papers i have and qualification it aint hard for ppl to be impress but seriously i rather they judge me for me then judge me by papers.

Senyuman ku bagaikan penghiasan buat kawan kawan ku
Senyuman ku seperti sebuah illusi
bagaimanapun...
Senyuman ku diberi hanya untukmu
Dan...
Senyuman ku juga ... adalah kerana mu...

lalalala

lol last week work was great earned myself $40 bucks in one day wee! around 4 hrs worth of work aha.oh well finally saved around $350 for getting my license.Am soooo happy. well kak zaf suggested i save $200 more so im gona listen and save around $100 more :P.But for now i just cant wait!! >.< only another hmm 17 more days till its time ahahaha. yus dah giler sey heh. oh well hmm wat else shd i say ? oh yeah this sat. interview for nurhayat and a gathering for some campers/facs on the same day but they havent confirm so yeah i guess im packed for the week >.< wished i had sat off to ask some1 go out at least but not yet i guess.

Hmm sch's fine. the timetable is very relax aha.And tml i got Taman Ilmu meeting at 5.30 >.< and u know wat ? i finished at 11.30 !!!!haizzz... looks like imma gona be alone for the whole day.Gona bring my lappy and study html during the free time i guess coz there aint no one YET to company me lol.

well well well recently the feelings i had when i made my past poems came back recently coz it was rekindled somehow hmm.. nice nice but im still not up to the standard i used to be at haha. oh well its okae...... here is one wat i wrote.not that good though lol

In our life not everything will go our way
Here and there things will actually sway
But deep in our hearts we always pray
And trust me on this one day it'll pay

Fret not and do not worry
slow and steady, things will come in easy
once everything has settled down, ull be cosy
and im really sry if i do sound cheesy

Dropping by

Hello... wanna blog but imma have to go work soon. Btw this week has been great.in a dilemma yes but overall i love all the new fren i met seriously. especially all the 3 new kakak i met ahaha. thx loads for all that u teach me kak's. YEAY another 20 days before i can FINALLY register for license heh.Oh well ill talk more later coz now imma need to go work...bb! and thx for dropping by ~

HmMm

hello to everyone that reads my blog. *echo* aha yes i know its abandon so no one reads lol.
Anyway yeah this week kinda suck for me coz there is a lot of things that happens
First and foremost i wish to apologise for the lack of updates coz most of the time i dun have the mood to update.

Hmm last week camp was great... met lotsa new frens all around sp and i really am glad that i went.I was the facilitator for grp Gerhana Sakti Warriors (red) together with Bob and ashar. well we had great fun together facing problems and such. Though our grp did not win i really am proud of all the members.Hamka ,Firdaus ,Hayqal ,Imran ,Hanif ,Asry ,Fathin ,Siti ,Falina and Sufina.... u all really made the camp truly enjoyable. Thx loads. And the rest of the facs /helpers and committee. it was such great fun to get to know them even though some freshies were my age they still treat me with respect knowing im a senior and yeah im glad.

Other than taht i would like to say im forgeting the past and moving on.Some of u shd know wat i mean. I learn my mistakes and yea let me remain wat i am for now so i hope u guys would stop all the nonsence. im not a loser. its just i believe the time is up and yeah its best i move on.

Well grats to ahmad too for having something aha.
Anyway its just one more month before i can finally register to learn how to ride a motorcycle and i truly cant wait.

Hmm my whole dcnt 05/06 cohort is going to mass appeal abt the sudden change of class which truly upset me coz im one of those whose class was change so yeah i really hope its successful coz they broke down what i have built over a yr ... a bond. if its unsuccessful it spoils my mood to study.

Anyway ive decided to set myself some goals.
1.gona have own physical training at home /gym if got time
2.gona try my best to really study.
3.hmm cant say lol
4.pull as many freshie into taman ilmu haha
5. be my self haha.
6.get a license in 2 1/2 months.(hard but not impossible)
7.get myself closer to Allah s.w.t (1st priority)
8.improve my weakness.

inshallah.