I knew it.

I knew it would take just a short while before u will stop visiting this blog.

It just takes a while before i become the stranger that i was before.

Please dun blame me for running away. I just cant do what i used to do before due to the limitations i have been set upon.

It takes a lot of courage not to run away and leave everything behind.

But instead i hold myself together and stayed and bear all the pain thats within me.

I saw upon a page in one of the social network sites where someone states.
"True love is still true even to the point of letting go"

Hah how true that was. I am forever in dept to you for whatever happened the past "almost 3 years"

Yes i have been quiet lately. Not running away but just being conservative.

Took a hell lot from me to stay strong but with the help from HIM alhamdulillah i persevere :)



I am just not used to being single ah after all this while... And yes despite having freedom and more time to meet my old frens. its still different.

I am sorry if i felt that there is a need to fill up this hole in my heart. Its not because i want to play with any feelings but thats just how i am... Whenever i really do fell in love, it will be forever. For i dun really believe in feelings but more of faith. Feelings dun last forever. But faith and trust do.

And yet now im the stranger :) One that never was.

And yet again now i am just so scared. Twice i was left this way to shatter. And twice i survived but how do i know the third one wun kill me?

Hmm its really hard to say it seems. Ill just lay low and be conservative as always i guess.

PS: Girls dun fall for losers. Period.