Found a joke...

A man is working on the buses in the US collecting tickets.

He rings the bell for the driver to set off when there's a woman half getting on the bus. The driver sets off, the woman falls from the bus and is killed. At the trial the man is sent down for murder and seeing as it's Texas he's sent to the electric chair. On the day of his execution he's sat in the chair and the executioner grants him a final wish.

"Well" says the man, "is that your packed lunch over there?" "Yes" answers the executioner. "Can I have that green banana?"

The executioner gives the man his green banana and waits till he's eaten it. When the man's finished, the executioner flips the switch sending hundreds of thousands of volts through the man. When the smoke clears the man is still alive. The executioner can't believe it.

"Can I go?" the man asks. "I suppose so" says the executioner, "that's never happened before."

The man leaves and eventually gets a job back on the buses selling tickets. Again he rings the bell for the driver to go when people are still getting on. A man falls under the wheels and is killed. The bloke is sent down for murder again and sent to the electric chair. The executioner is determined to do it right this time so rigs the chair up to the electric supply for the whole of Texas.

The bloke is again sat in the chair. "What is your final wish?" asks the executioner. "Can I have that green banana in your packed lunch ?" says the condemned man. The executioner sighs and reluctantly gives up his banana. The bloke eats the banana all up and the executioner flips the switch. Millions of volts course through the chair blacking out Texas. When the smoke clears the man is still sat there smiling in the
chair. The executioner can't believe it and lets the man go.

Well, would you believe, the bloke gets his job back on the buses. Once again he rings the bell whilst passengers are still getting on, this
time killing three of them. He is sent to the electric chair again. The executioner rigs up all United States electricity supply to The chair, determined to get his man this time. The man sits down in the chair smiling.

"What's your final wish ?" asks the executioner. "Well" says the man, "Can I have that green banana out of your packed lunch.?" The executioner hands over his banana and the man eats it all, skin included. The executioner pulls the handle and a brazillion volts go through the chair. When the smoke rises the man is still sat there alive without even a burn mark.

"I give up" says the executioner, "I don't understand how you
can still be alive after all that?". He stroked his chin. "It's something to do with that green banana isn't it" he asked.

Nahh" said the bloke,

"I'm just a really bad conductor"

Back!!!

Heylo peeps im back. Seems i have been Hari-raya-ing right ? but nah i havent. :(
heh. well ive only went out so far just on the first day of raya haha.The rest is staying at home doing nothing :P

Anyway i just realise how big my niece, nephews and cousin have all grown up already. I realise how big they are now, no more the little cute thing that i can bully play with anymore.Some have even grown more prettier than they ever were and others have voices thats disturbing (so used to their squeky voices) aha.

So anyway today there was like 8 families that came to visit my humble palace today. Mcm open house sey heh. Among them were my dad's makcik , my frens family , my couzins and my makchiqs and pakchiqs. Im not even sure if we can ever drop by their place ever this raya coz my dad's condition still havent improve... Poor daddy :(

As some of u may know i wasnt able to jalan raya much due to the fact that my father is having backbone problems and cldnt stand / sit very long so yep hopefully my dad gets well soon.

This raya somehow isnt that much of fun and there isnt any excitedness in it either, Instead i felt sad most of the time with my heart felt like crying not because of any past experience or anything. Its just that the raya brings sadness instead but maybe those kind of -Happy kind of crying/sad feeling- I dun know.

Anyway thursday was a very bad day for me man, Being told off by ama was scary :P but nevertheless i din took it too heart coz she was under pressure . Phew full of stress , problems and stuff to do but nevertheless it went well the next day. I realise i can delay anymore of fundraising stuff or darmawisata stuff if i want this event to be successful. Even though i wanted to take it slow and teach all the new capable year 1 leaders, i have to make sure everything is at least moving and im sorry if any of u felt stress or watever (do come and see me and ill help u out). It doesnt matter if u cant really do ur work well as long u guys dun betray my faith in the fact that i believe u guys are trying ur very best so that is why even though im the chairperson, i really really do not mind helping to do any work at all because just like u, i want this event to be successful :) I care and love u all and for that i want this to succeed.

I have faith in u, my people and please have faith in me and show me your support without betraying my trust. Take care :)

I realised something.

Recently i realised something after talking to people of various post and backgrounds.

Being a leader does not mean he/she is strong in every way. He,She is also a human thus they too have their weaker siders. Its not as if a Leader doesnt have their soft spot because they do. And yes confirm they will have a side in which they will tend to lean on more than others even though they are fair in every way. This shows that they too need someone to at least back them up when they are down or when they losing their way or sometimes swung the wrong way. Its not as if they are weak or anything or a side-chooser... no they aint. Its just they are being humans :)

Sure they can get shot in the face. Sure they can Fall , Sure they do get emotional. Still great leaders as u can see will rise up stronger than before they fall. They learned their mistakes and they do know wat they are doing. Sometimes even when they are lost in what they doing, they sometimes lost track of course and this is where we need the assistant to help back them up or even so if not assistant, other kind souls to remind them that they forgot this or that. I believe some of u do agree with me. We are no robots. We too need love, care and concern to lead the way to good..... Great Leaders Are MADE not Born.

Another thing, being sensitive hmm is normal. But for those who realise that a leader is being sensitive towards them, do take not that it shows ur special and he/she have great trust in you. Its not because he/she is purposely showing their weak side, its just good to share a bit here and there of wats working in their mind yeah. They believe that someone like u are backing them up in whatever they are doing if ever they need support.

An interesting Story

Taken from Kak Sa'aidah 's blog. Very interesting story :) Enjoy peeps

The Fern and the Bamboo

One day I decided to quit. I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality.... I wanted to quit my life. I went to the woods to
have one last talk with God.

"God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?" His answer surprised me. "Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo."

"In the second year the fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I would not quit. The same in year four."

"Then in the fifth year, a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern, it was seemingly small and insignificant.
But just six months later, the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive. I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."

"Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots? I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you."


"Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the
forest beautiful. Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high."

"How high should I rise?" I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" I questioned

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest, realising that God will never give up on me. And He will never give up on you.

Never regret a day in your life.
Good days give you happiness; bad days give you experiences; both are essential to life.

- Author Unknown-

The Arrival Of Shawal :)

Salam All! Just Wanna take this opportunity as The Chairman of Nurhayat and also as a Fren to many to wish all Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir dan Batin

I just would like u guys to know im deeply sorry for all the mistakes that i have ever done or caused or will ever do or cause :P and also Tersilap kater dan tersalah bahasa kepada sesiape (confirm banyak beb aha). And yep to those who i kinda lied abt the cancellation of Darmawisata last friday, harap diampun yeah. And hopefully our trip to Melaka will be successful too.

Me as a person is very weak and all my good points comes from Allah S.W.T . So yep plz forgive my mistakes yep. And yes if ever any of u do not wish to forgive me, plz do see me and ill give u a personal "Mintak maaf session" heh. Yes i just would like to say that ALL of u have given me a good and bad times and yes i do learn from each and everyone of u no matter how little but still im happy to still be here.

I would like to take this opportunity to invite everyone who knows me to drop by my house yeah if ever ur free :).

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin kepada semua. Taking care ye!

Faith and Trust.

Its not easy to have faith in ppl. But when u do have faith in your people, dun doubt them or it will be easier to be disappointed. But faith and trust is two different thing. Having trust in someone doesnt mean u fully trust that person unless u really do. And yes it aint easy for me to trust everybody but i do have faith in the ppl of my committee but yes i however do have trust in my exco ppl. Thats how i fall in love with all of them. Live on exco 34!

Ketenangan Finally.

Hello all. Ouh Look at the time! its 8am, and look at my timetable, the class starts at 8.00am too. Argh looks like another missed lesson. Dugaan, takpelah. Oh well i really din feel like going to the first class at all because i would most probably reach @ 8.45.

Hmm im wondering if i shd go and relax at mls room or relax at home and come later since my next class would be @ 11.(1hr break between 10-11). Usually i would go to mls and rest alone though. Anyway all my problems have been solved recently, Alhamdulillah. Yea for u guys that dun know, im already single sadly. Oh well it was an experience anyway.

Well dun worry, im not gona let anything affect my work, be it my studies or my responsibility as chairman of nht or publication secretary of mls exco. Let me be professional and for those of u who worries if there is an internal personal conflict in darma committee, fear not for i shall promise u that nothing will happen.

Alhamdulillah after wanting ketenangan for so long, i finally received it alhamdulillah. My whole day went well yesterday.Hopefully today will be the very same insya'allah.

And one more thing i would just like to personally apologise to Faizul for kinda being bad and teasing u these days and yep i din really meant it ah cume yep just playing with ya. No hard feelings ya? And Thank You because i realise that i am learning alot from a great leader like u.Alhamdulillah, Do keep up the good work. Whatever happens ill always stand behind u and with u for we exco are like a family already. Bersatu Teguh, Bercerai Roboh.

Menyemarakkan Obor Bantu-Membantu

Here's A Tribute To My 2nd Family (Exco's and To Be's)

Ur In My Heart Always People. And I Love All Of You. Lets Rise SPMLS.

-enjoy.

Finishing It Up With Din And Fawzey's Picture

Ya Allah

Ya Allah. Bantuilah diriku ini. Tenangkan lah Jiwa ku ini. Sesungguhnya aku ini hanya manusia biasa. Aku ini lemah tetapi aku tidak akan mengaku kalah. Biarlah Aku dikata-kata, Biarlah Aku dicaci tetapi aku tahu niat aku hanya lah yang suci.

-Expected the unexpected but overwhelmed by being underexpected.

Hey

As'salamualaikum semua, Its been so long that my tag-board have stop working and this blog has been declared close by many. Sad.

Leave that aside, Alhamdulillah Our big national event , Let Our Hearts Shine , aka LOHS which is a sub event of Ramadhan Youth Challenge '06 has finally come to an end. It was a very successful event i dare say , and many of the participants were happy. Alhamdulillah our 2 months worth of hectic planning did not go to waste.In fact most of us, The LOHS committee felt very satisfied. The team which consist of Hamid (chairman) , Faizul (Vice-Chairman) ,Kak Kalimah & Hazimah & Amalina (all 3 treasurers), Along & Razali & Ariffin (Logistics) , Ariff & Kak Nur & Wan(HOMM), Suhailah & Farhan & Ahmad & Kak Marliana (Programmers) And lastly but not least Nuraini, My partner in Publication and also Ridzwan for helping me and Nani out.

After working our hearts out till 12th October, The guys decided to Qiyam @ al-falah the day before the THE DAY heh. Before that Along clearly said lets NOT do work on the very nite before THE DAY but yet we were all so hype up wanting the the event to not have many problems, we continued working on the nite although with Ahmad being FLAT first @ 11.45pm and Wan (Ridzwan) next on 12.30 am. The rest of us slpt at 3 am after listening to Along Life's ghost story heh. Bondage session wee. After that we woke up @ around 3.30 to solat hajat then sahur after that.

















For the rest of it ill continue next time heh. Anyway lately after LOHS i am starting to finally understand the situation in mls and the ppl around it. Problems rose as high as the sky with little effort from ppl to solve it.(personal not mls prob heh). Hmm im not a perfect person myself but im free to be a fren anytime anybody needs because i myself used to face all this problem. And yes sadly i have to admit, my religious side is really not up to standard lately. i have to buck it up soon. insya' allah.

Friends.
Im here for u shd u need it
Im here for u shd u miss me
Im here for u shd u ever break down
Im here for u shd ever u feel lost.

Im not expecting u to be there for me
Im not expecting u to helping me out
Im not expecting u to tell ur problems to me
But im expecting u to at least acknowledge me.

Im not god nor am i perfect
But im a human with a heart.
Im feel ur pain though i dun understand why
But i hope at least u can tell me why.
Im here for u and i always will.