A Dedicated Post For U, Nani

Nani, First and foremost i would like to wish u happy 17th birthday yeah! And also happy maturing partner. I have known u for like umm...9 months? yep around there but then again i only really knew u when u became my partner in publication. Having u as a partner has its pro's and con's but still im thankful to have u as my partner because without u, i dun think its possible for many of our work to be done. And also im thankful that u were willing to transfer from being a treasurer to a pub during RYC. I cant thank you enuf for helping me out in everything i do. You were the ones with ideas, and im the one who is capable of working out the idea given and together we make things successful. And now with ain in most of our teams, its even more complete with her being most of the designer, u with ideas and me working it out. Yep I hope in future events, we can still work together as a team and even if anything were to happen and I might not be exco or ur team in mere future, feel free to approach me okae? Im always here to help.

Happy Birthday to You,
Happy Birthday to You,

Happy Birthday to Nani,

Happy Maturing day For You!

Im glad that because of this we both became close together like real partners. Thanks for giving that trust into me and i realise that you, even though are childish and playful, u still are very special in a way or another. And yep i know ur willing to change so yep i can slowly see that u are changing. Take care of wan properly aites? Be happy always.

Happy 1 Year Anniversary To Both Wan And Nani

Whatever happens, do persevere aites. I do not know how it feels like coz it nvr happens to me before. But still u guys are together very long so dun throw it away anyhow aites. Treasure each other and if possible, try not to hurt each other feelings or have distrust in one another. Take care of one another and go thru thick and thin together aites... Taking care guys... Insya allah one day i might eat u guys nye Nasi Minyak :P

Yusri

Proud to be your fren :)

Mission.

My fren wrote this and it has a lot of meaning in it.

Happy reading :)

His main mission was to help you stand up, He has no other reason when he first intended to do that. Along the way somethings came up and he tried hoping, but he has nvr really hope. He knows that whatever happens, he is always sticking to his mission of helping u stand back up after u truly fall. He wishes to see up again and running stronger and faster than before. That alone is more than enuf to make him pleased and happy. For he doesnt wished to see a fallen soul being left fallen. He hopes after he is done, ull have faith and believe in ur capabilities. Thats all. Nothing more.

Ahmad, whatever happens stay strong aites, halangan appears of course but dun give up in what u feel is right.

And 'Arifah, I believe that ur actually doing well with ur studies but dun be too involve in something that might affect ur relationship with ur family okae. Bersabarlah for ur family loves u.Even if they are wrong, give them time okae ...for they are ur family. Take care.

Nadiah, if ur EVER gona read this, im proud of u :) ur hard work paid of. But i hope this doesnt distant u, me and ahmad. Taking care.

As for myself, im lost in a world of mine, Not knowing what is wrong and what is right, but im heading straight and i hope if im astray, u guys will bring me to the right path for i believe i might be lost without ur guidance. But for now let me, for im too busy, and im really trying very hard and im sorry if my hard isnt enuf for everyone.

Life aint no picnic basket - Nazif

Yep its so true.
And i feel im bloody insensitive.
Hmm how cld i have hurt of someone who have had done so much?

I dunno whats happening with me,
with my dun-want-to-lose attitude.
I DO want to lose, And I DO want to accept opinions but
sometimes my brain got a better hold of me.

I wish to change alrite, i really do.
hmm, i will try....i will
that i promise u all.


Still waiting for the promise.... of one fine day, that ull show me what i wish to see from u.
Something that its hard for u... i know but i know one day, ull fulfil it.

For now, im confuse... , i really am. Stressed? yea but not that much. Excited abt darmawisata? Very, but still pending. For now, let me just play soccer.

Muzikarama 2006 Poster

Muzikarama 2006

Ladies and Gentlemen....Presenting to You all


Muzikarama 2006
-Pulangkanlah-

1st December 2006
Friday
Sp Auditorium
$5 Per Ticket
To be Seated By 7.30pm

Guest of Honor
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Its a Stage Performance U Must NOT MISS
Guranteed to be worth it.
Organised By SPMLS-SSP

Peace :)

Hello everybody! heh just came back from jalan rayer with the exco's and sub-comms peeps. and its been great!

Heh im so happy to the fact that 13 exco were there, head of nurdeen ,head of ssp and head of nurhayat were all there. its complete with inclusive of wan ,amalina and adawiyah, suzana ,hadis and aishah. Its been great and ive truly enjoyed it. And the best part was the last part whereby most of us cried or almost cried due to the fact that we realise our time to exco 34 is nearing to the end and i really went to everyone there and kinda gave each and everyone of them a self written compo, confession and apology speech on the spot. i feel so relieve in asking everyone for forgiveness and tell them what is in my head truly.

Its been fun watching video and singing karaoke. Though i just fear one thing, please do not spoil ppl's mood thru what u see. I believe i will be on the losing end if it breaks out so yep. hope u guys understand. :) I just love our bond in mls and i just wish we cld bond further in darma.

*Though i wish that a few others will join us in darma, seriously i wun force any of them, its up to u guys. I hope that shd u ever wish to change ur mind last min please tell me aites. I really want u to go and join us in our journey and have fun. But then again there is always next yr bt i dun know if ill be around. Do consider aites. :)

Story of a girl
Who's courage was broken
Who's braveness was gone
who's tears cannot be seen
But its constantly flowing
She's smiling as always
But nvr a true smile
For deep inside
She's lost in this big world...

But recently....

I saw a sincere smile coming from her.

PeaceZ

Hmm fundraising is overm no doubt it was very successfull. Thx to everyone from the bottom of my heart, especially Syiqin and Razali. Also to the rest that were always there to help out. Thx yeah. Hmm it used to be a gathering place for all mls peeps but what abt after this? will i see some of u guys again? i really wish i would. Insya allah.

Lyircs

Pencinta Wanita (Youtube video on left)

Kutemukan dalam pencarian

Cinta sejati untuk hidupku
Kurang lebih yang seperti dia
Kuharap dalam cintaku

Ku tak mau menjanjikannya
Pasti bahagia bila denganku
Biar dia rasakan sendiri
Betapa gilanya cintaku

Reff:
Aku memang pencinta wanita
Namun ku bukan buaya
Yang setia pada seribu gadis
Ku hanya mencintai dia

Aku memang pencinta wanita
Yang lembut seperti dia
Ini saat ku akhiri semua
Pencarian dalam hidup
Dan cintaku ternyata
Yang kumau hanyalah dia

Belaian Jiwa (Blog Song)
Seindah tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan
Sayang kau hilang
Menanti biar sampai akhir hayat ku di dunia ini

Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa

Oh angin, sampaikan lagu ku padanya
yang sedih pilu
Terimalah lagu ku jadi teman hidup mu
Untuk selamanya

Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa

Peace dudes.

All smiles. :)
Mst week and Fundraising Week.
Do come down to buy our brownies and cookies :)
Hope u guys enjoy the food yeah :)
All smiles. :)

Insya allah. Im here to help.

wee

My addiction for tea susu nvr dies heh.
3 cups in umm 5 hrs ? lol .

Hello

Back again. Exam is in 2 days, but i havent had the time to study much...why ? because there is too much in my mind nowadays..... What can i do ? Nothing hehe. So yep.

Well all i can abt myself nowadays is im giving up something even before i started... What is it ? aha u dun need to know, Why i am doing so ? its for other's own good. :) Sometimes ppl ask why are u doing this ? Its because if i dun sacrifice, who will ? haha. anyway its okae lar.... im used to doing this anyway.

I mean thats life right? Sacrifices has to be made here and there.... Whats with ups and downs, with us falling down and getting back up hopefully stronger than before and even those who notices things happening and decides to back off/withdraw.

i wonder if u guys ever read the poem i made before for one of my best frens....whom now i am rarely in contact with aha.(realise her couz is very similar to her in some ways)


Love is More Than Just Holding Hands
Its More Than Saying I Love U
Its Not Just Merely Holding Hands
Or Giving Lustful Kisses

Its About The Feeling
And Affection For Someone
Deep Down In The Heart
With A Burning Desire

To Do Anything And Everything
For The Ones U Love And
To Share Every Wonderful Moments
And Sorrowness Wif One Another

To Be Just There When One's In Need
To Share Everything And Every Memories
Like To Call Deep In e Nite Just
To Listen To Voices OF The ONE U Love

Now Tats Wat Love Is Really Abt.


This was made for a fren of mine

Life is not a Bed Of Roses
Filled with wonderful Red Roses
But Life Can Be Just As Wonderful
If We Can Live Up With Expectations
There Will be Ups And Downs
But There's Nothing Impossible
Barriers Can Be Broken
Problems Can Be Solved
As Long As U Dun Bottle Up
Coz There Will Be Pressure
Tat Will Burst From Within
So Here I Am For U To Share
Ur Troubles And Sorrows
For Then U Will Feel Better
And Shall We Both Then Rise
And be Optimistic Bout Life
Thus Then Can We Live Life
Just As Wonderful As A Bed Of Roses.


Well to ahmad and Nadiah... hear this i must say...no matter whatever happens u guys will nvr sway from my heart nor soul. U guys have made an impact in my life and will always be there forever. No matter whatever happens, no matter even if u have forgotten me now or no longer regard me as ur fren or bestie... its okae... for u shall forever be mine.


For my secondary sch frens, u guys are what made my secondary life great. even though we din get to jln raye this year, its okae, i shall not forget what u guys have had done either, but i understand that u guys are busy with ur lifes and its okae. Whatever happens and if u need me just drop me a call and ill be there as u guys are and will always be in me.

For my frens in mls, you guys are like my family now, what motivates me to go further in poly, in sch. U guys are the ones who will notice the differences in me. Yes i may be a leader to some of u but im also a fren to all. I WILL ALWAYS be there if u need me. look for me as its not easy for me to go look for everybody. talk to me for i wun ask u to tell me whats wrong. and last but not least please do not forget me, for even i know im not worth remembering but at least i hope to at least make an impact in ur lives. And yes for those who still seems distant to mls but wishes to join us, please welcome them and for them to please not be shy... even if they aint there, i am so yep :) all smiles (Nazif Style)


crap after introing this song to ain...im addicted to it....again lol.

Wounded- Good Charlotte
Lost and broken
Hopeless and lonely
Smiling on the outside
Hurt beneath my skin
My eyes are fading
My soul is bleeding
I'll try to make it seem okay
But my faith is wearing thin

So help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me SEW them up

I only wanted a magazine
I only wanted a movie screen
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed
And now my mind is an open book
And now my heart is an open wound
And now my life is an open Soap for all to see

But help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me

So you come along
I push you away
Then kick and scream for you to stay
Cuz I need someone to help me
Oh I need someone to help me

To help me heal these wounds
They've been open for way too long
Help me fill this soul
Even though this is not your fault
That I'm open
And I'm bleeding
All over your brand new rug
And I need someone to help me sew them
I need someone to help me fill them
I need someone to help me close them up

a nameless journey

Hmm so let me continue.. since no one wanted to guess....


So i look down and realise .... OH DARN IT! i was wearing sandals -.-" Thats the most silliest thing i have ever done in my whole life. Its a strict rule in SSDC that states, MUST wear shoes while riding..... and so yep i just took off all my guards and pick up my bag and left the place as if nothing happens.. and yes i just wasted a freaking $30 dollars and i soo regret it. imagine instead of wasting it i gave it to someone who wants to go darma ? haiz yus.

Guys i just would like to ask u all, its nice to know abt stories thats happening around and to spread it out. But then again what if i were to ask u all that if the person that the rumor was abt is you? What would u feel? i just hope u guys realise ur mistake because i believe this mistake is holding some1 back so dearly.

*Rumors, is like a wind so strong that its capable of pushing u back till u fall before letting u walk thru it.
*Pathetic is yet another word with a huge capability of downriding a person's courage.

But then again both of it are just words.. treat it nothing more than a word and believe me ull be fine..... a note to everyone. Dun be pushed back by words.






*Wishing upon a star that u might come along and join me in my journey...

HEylo ladies and gents

Ahh as u would have seen the last post was dated quite long ago heh. Im already back in the game peeps. Stronger than before. What u have had seen was just withdrawal symptoms that is normal to everyone at times. This is just to make u guys clear of what happens. During times when you are really on abt something, you put ur heart, and mind into it so that the chances of it happening is very high. But when mishaps , or unpredicted things occured, it will tend to set u back of course and yes, somehow a few things happened that really set me back and fall. Thus i became lost and distracted with that leading to make my day worst with other events coming along.

And yes it is very natural for me to be upset and went crazy abt all those that happens because i was already on the ground (fallen). So yep it usually takes me 1 or 2 days with 3 being the maxed number of days before i will stand up and start moving again stronger than before so yep, here i am being stronger than before.

Aha syiqs(year 1) told me to treat abt whatever happened last fri as a joke and i did now i feel lots better aha...
What happen was, Ive already booked a riding practical lesson on that very day @ 2.40 beforehand. Then 2 days before the day, i found out that there is a maths remidial in which i really wanted to go. Then came the helping-out email on the ETF, so when i wanted to cancel out my lesson, it was already too late. So yep i had to forgo ETF and remidial sadly.

Then came the very day, After suboh,Woke up late and missed first lesson. Fall asleep again...and woke up just 30 min before second lesson start (means im late :P coz i need 45 min to get to sch) So i just decided to go even though i knew i was gona be late because thats the last lesson and i needed to pass the money to amalina. THEN.bah i had stomach ache lol... ended i din go for 2nd lesson and went to the doctor for M.C instead (selamat aku nyer attendance).

Then went to sch to pass ama the money before leaving back to yishun to solat....Sampai yishun...HUJAN LEBAT SEY(Heavy Rain)! lol. Ciss! I had to forgo solat jumaat coz with the rain i cldnt get to the mosque on time to solat. So went to solat zohor instead and went to khatib to eat before my riding practical.

Then yep its time for my practical! went to SSDC(Singapore Safety Driving Centre) quite early and started wearing my elbow guard and knee guard and watching the instructor's cool riding boots and cool riding shoes... and i was like wow nice....so i look down and...............

(story is to be continued.......)
Ps.... guess la korang.

Yusri

Just when i thot my day would turn better.....
It turned worst.
Ouch.
2 days straight.

Can Some1 please slap me? I want to snap back to reality. I have no time to be lost in this confusion. Please wake me up. I beg u.

I would update as to what happened today when i feel a lil better.
Right now, Bleach episode 101 is calling me :D. hehe

And Su, if ur reading this, i think u deserve a huge break. Uve been working ur ass of and its finally taking its toll on u. Its okae, I think for now let me take over the routes and planning of the ppl, and houses we are going. Aites. Go and have a break. And u guys i think shd have seen that she is in pain so help her out a bit shall we ? What are we as a family for if we dun help each other :). I promise one day, ill treat u a drink aites, for working even though ur sick and in pain.

And the rest of the people that i have accidentally hurt without realising it, im truly sorry. Im just not myself lately and i promise ill pull myself back together again soon, very soon. So if ever i still did kinda hurt u somehow please forgive me aites. I din meant it :P

Yusri Without PeaceZ.

K im not myself (not myself then siaper sey?) entahlar. i just know im not myself today. i was distracted, lost and somewhere else. Dunno why dunno how. Maybe im worried or maybe im not. Whatever happen to PeaceZ? Someone please look him and return him to me. Hopefully ill be okae by tml.

Im really sry to whoever that i kinda pissed off without noticing at all. i really DID NOT meant it, somehow i din realise it even happen. So i apologise to all.

I really really really want this event to be successful. But im no superman by myself.
period.

Fatique

My Body is Being consumed By Fatique. heh.chey mcm bernyawa gitu eh
Anyway yea there will be lesser updates coz lately im dead tired.
So yeah nites.