*Listening to Westlife "Swear it Again"*

Heylo world.
Been a while since i updated.
Only update a few times in 2009.
Guess i was contented in lyfe.
Easily satisfy-able as they say.

Until the day lyfe came crashing down upon me eh?
Haha
Oh well i am slowly moving on as it seems.
I know it hurts and i know ppl say that it will hunt u since its a very long relationship.
Well it is really but trying my best to stay strong for everyone, including her.

It seems she is facing much more problem than i am.
With a face as pretty as that, im sure guys will be swarming around u when they knew u left me.
I wanted to ask what is very wrong with me but i guess maybe its just a message from God that we both deserve someone better than each of us.

I guess i just have to accept the very fact that God wants me to move on.
Frankly i wasnt kidding when i say i am an emokid.
Every single feelings thats in me, i rather prefer to kept it to myself than to pour everything out.
I rather help others around me, including my previous loves, to get on in lyfe first bfore i bothered about myself.

Thats just me it seems. please do not ask why, i just feel better to see ppl smile. In fact i always keep tract of each and everyone of em till now and i do check if they are okae with their lyfes and in fact they are. alhamdulillah.

Hmm thot of sharing the lyrics of this jap song. ( i dun really listen to jap btw)
Rie Fu - Life is like a Boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong

And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore

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Removed all the jap parts... haha

This is me it seems.

And i thot i was alone this way until....

Came across someone who is just lyk me.

My long lost unidentical twin? haha.

Cant get rid of my previous in my mind but im healing slowly and taking it slow.

Someday ya? Maybe. Hoping so.

Thats it for now.
Peace.