My Heart, My Soul

 

Sunday, October 30, 2005

I Guess This is it.

Man Utd I officially announced that U Suck. Okay tat was bad of me.But still they just aint wat they used to be. What the hell a goal concede in less than 3 min? Losing by 4-0 with a last minute goal by ronaldo to be 4-1 ? What the heck is wrong with u guys ? I just couldnt stand the match that after the penalty, I totally switched off the television.I wish u guys just buck up and have at least a draw next time round which was wayyyyyyy better.

Anyway the days have been fine for me.Went out to lan with the usual crew on Friday and had quite a nice time till an idiot showed up.Leon i officially annouce that i hate u.Whats with ur racist attitude ?I nvr liked u before but i nvr hated u before dude and u just made it worst on friday by being racist and thinking ur the ever so perfect guy.No wonder HuiMin hated u and i support her for tat.Don't U EVER speak to me again.

Anyway It was still a fine day for me as Ahmad joined us to have a bit of "my" destressing treatment. So we went of to woodlands after that to find my mum her favourite "Siput" and yeah i have to admit the "Siput" is delicious haha.sry for those who thinks siput are gross >.<>.< haha but atleast i pleased my mum for the whole dae haha.

Todae, Saturdae i was some how so tired that i slpt straight away after subuh all the way to 3pm haha.Haven been doing much till now except tat im slowly doing my Aqidah project for madrasah.Yeah my favourite time of the dae is from midnite till 4 am where i kind of work the best unless im dead tired.Well gtg finish my project .

Im afraid my talk leads me to nowhere near.
Im afraid that i had already lost my chance.
Its Hopeless and im lonely.
And my soul is bleeding.
But its still okay coz im still going strong.

Thursday, October 27, 2005

yeah...

I just realise why i lost out to some distintions...Its coz i missed out some 5% quizes on both Networking essentials and Mathematics haha still i got an A haizz. Even though i did get not-so-bad result, my parents still said it wasnt good enuf :/ . Argh cousins, one after another.... I still remembered how they all claimed my cousin who got 238 for her PSLE to be a lot smarter than me who got 237 ...so ... i worked hard in O'level to win her and hell yeah i won. She failed maths though and instead of being proud that i won , i pitied her instead .

Well now she compared me to a different cousin... i doubt this comparison will ever end and i know lots of parents like to compare their kids instead of thanking god about how hard they tried.

Im nearly about to lose an uncle and one of my cousins is about to lose a father.
Its sad to see how unfair life is but we all know there is an end to every beginning.
It doesnt matter how old u are or how healthy or how good your life is.
Once Fate decides ur death, U can never say no and its too late to regret then.
Who knows when i might just die? Maybe tomorrow or maybe nxt week.
Its not up to me to decide but its up to me to live life to the fullest.
Not just by enjoying all the time but rather i guess its time to repent.

Sesungguhnya kita sebagai seorang Islam, Haruslah kita sentiasa bertaqwa
Beribadalah dan janganlah kita membuat perkara yg dilarangi Allah.
Insha'allah.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

Haiz my bad results are out...

MODULE CODE MODULE CREDIT UNITS
GRADE
ET0001 NETWORKING ESSENTIALS 5
A
MS5145 MATHEMATICS I(A) 4
A
ET0511 FUNDAMENTAL ELECTRONICS 5
B+
LC0318 CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS 2
C+
SP0302 INNOVATION, DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION 2
C+

Semester GPA: 3.528
Cumulative GPA: 3.528

There u go as u can see i did very badly though i studied very hard for the test...haizz the ones that drop me is those project works and CRS...This shows tat no matter how hard u try and how well u did ... if there are others that aint trying as hard as u in ur grp...then u wun score.
Very very very upset ...ah then cheers and bye bye!

Sunday, October 16, 2005

holidays huh?

heh days passed by and nothing much happen and tats the main reason why i din blog ah well im bored so i have been playing maple a lot recently heh. hmm im bored... ah well ima go slp now bb!

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Haizz just when i thought my day was going as normal as it was...

Hah just so it almost ended with a normal day ...it soon began at 1 am my dreadful start of day haha. First off went to try wc3 online and sadly of all the times i created a game this time out of no reason i failed to create one...sad ok nvr mind then on to try steam cs online coz im not feeling right and owning a few ppl might make me feel better but instead the game was soo laggy tat i myself was owned haha sad but true so then again i quit and decided mayb i shud log in to maple and see if any of my frens are online but first i went to make my favourite tea susu of course haha sadly as i went to take out the milk it spilled in the refrigerator "Argh!" then "Bang!" ... i hit my head on the wall....now a big swollen island on my head haha ....ah well it still hurts and im feeling very dizzy now then bye bye ..and i hope tats some 1 recovers quickly >.<

Monday, October 10, 2005

Haiz ->.<-

Its amazing how a sickness can takes the life out a man... I was like happily healthy one moment and becoming crazy and nonsensical the next and finally i realise argh im sick >.< ah well wat can i do now having the horrible headache argh...(Due to the everday going out session)

My senses are failing
My eyes are getting blury
My Head is getting fuzzy
And i want my mommy

Kay fine im not a mommy boy haha. Anyway anis lets hope my mom is ordering those delicious cakes and making those kuih okay ? Haha faiz of course ur hot with all those hairs haha ....masha'allah sesungguhnya aku berpuasa ... maaf faiz....Kay now i better get some rest ..cant tahan the headache...

Sunday, October 09, 2005

A Tribute Of My Poetry Skills

Emotions

Emotions Is Wat made us As Wat We aRE today
Be it Beast , Human , Good or Evil
It All came From the control of emotions
If U Are Wise Enuf 2 Control Them

Then i believe u Are wat u call Human
As Beast Are Always Overwhelm by Emotions
Be It to kill , revenge or sacrifices
Truth maybe words By Wiser It is By Learning

Emotions Can Consume U
And it Can Also Control U
Wise Enuf Are Men Who Controls Their Emotion
For Then Shall U Truly Be In Charge

Friends

A trust is not given but its gained
A friendship is not bought but earned
Problems are not a burden but its a barrier
Pictures can paint a thousand words but it can nvr potray my words
Love is not just a feeling but its a mystery

Friendship comes friendship goes
But ill stay here to fend ur foes
Try to protect wat u treasure most
As to prevent it from hurting ur pose

Thursday, October 06, 2005

Ahh finally can post ...

Well first of all to all my muslim frens out there ....Selamat Berpuasa!
And well this holiday have been quite boring for me since its fasting month and im not really in the mood to hang out else where.
But ive been feeling rather helpful lately haha.Anyway last umm monday yeah monday. Me ahmad and nadiah went out to celebrate her belated birthday which was on the 30th sept . So yeah the 3 of us old frens went to causeway point and since its been ages since we last hung out together we decided its nice to recall our past friendship experiences for like um 13 yrs lol. Tats the reason why i call nadiah as my sister dear frens lol and ahmad as one of my best frens haha. Anyway we hung out watch movie (the corpse bride) whose storyline was quite nice but i dun really like the animation but overall its not bad at all and anyway.... a couple of cool movies is coming out mainly harry potter 4 and some other movie call sky school or sky superhero school.. >.< sry i forgot the name .Well after tat we went to play pool heh and i dun believe it is nadiah's first time though i can still say she is new though... she trashed ahmad 3 times in a row lol and still says tat its beginners luck lol. Anyway if ur wondering if im trashed as well haha NOT.anyway i have to say she is good coz not many can play well at their first try. haha

Well till then .. Chao