Helo.

heh me and faiz went to funan yesterday to try fix his laptop and i saw ppl playing in a dota tournament and i was expecting them to be very good so as to learn stuff from them but i was wrong :/ oh well here is to say that ppl playing in tournament doesnt mean they have to be pro but instead they are willing to learn and be better.hmph we shud have that attitude in order to improve ourselves.However i just realise i now lack the commitment to plae games longer than an hour.I no longer can sit down and plae all day in one game and i keep switching games ...Guess im not longer the old me who was a full time gamer. Now im just playing games for fun and not committed to any games.yes not even cs.im online most of the times just for chatting and surfing internet...tats all. Well maybe im changing .or maybe im bored of being the old me... Hmm I can only plan and its all to Allah to ensure my path.Insha 'Allah ill nvr change for the worst.

Well added the song Good Charlotte - Wounded- Enjoy it okay. If u cant listen to it, it is because u are using firefox or other web browser that doesnt support it. but internet explorer supports it.so enjoy okay.gona meet my frens at starbucks soon.Cheers and hope tat some1 heals asap. :)

It hurts deep inside.

Helo ppl.Heh todae i ve had loads of fun with faiz,reyd,fir and naz at seoul garden haha.but sadly due to the overwhelmed smoke...now im having a very bad headache making me unable to finish upload the pics online heh so pardon me because this headache is really really painful.so ill try my best for tml okay peeps.t.c

Im Bored.

Here is some crap that i wrote. I dun think its categorize as poems but more as "crap" haha. enjoy.

The heart and pain of life
living of love and deprived
Peace and War all around
Pain and suffering is amount
draught and flood disastering
terrorism and bombing happening
Some ppl find it entertaining
while others find it amusing
the victims found it torturing
the leaders thinks its confusing
yet the innocent being blamed
The terrorist getting freed

wats the world coming to ?
Is judgement day around the corner?
I doubt it!
Its just self pride
and unwillingness to change
being selfish
seeing mistakes in others overlooking self's
seeing the world full of devils
when the real devil is inside himself.




Mistaken is the word.
Failure describes my life.
Emotional tells my story.
Depression grows inside me,
Suicide Is thrown by me.
Company Is my nutritional needs.
Love doesnt exist in me.
PeaceZ is actually me.
Living Is my purpose
Hate is my enemy.
Friendship Comes before me.

:/

Did CIP today in the morning with Kah Khek ,and 2 other classmates. It was tiring but fun nevertheless...helped a RC paint its fence for 6 hrs haha and the paint was stuck all over my hands and fingers.Got tinner burnt on my hands due to the fact that i was scraping the paint of my fingers and not washing it for too long and its really painful allright so for those who paints and wishes to clean of the paint thingy plz put thinner on the cloth first or at least wash ur hands with water AND soap haha.

Ill devote nxt tues/wed to putting all the photos online.And haha friday was great. We had loads of fun with all the crazy ideas ... A new hit from the "nanos" is made by us haha so anyone interested in viewing it plz ask it of farid, afiq or faiz coz as of now i dun have the video yet and if anyone has a 3gp converter to avi/mpg pplz plz plz tell me and chalet is coming nearer people get ready for fun.sry gtg having a stomach ache >.<

Heh.

Hmm i wasnt feeling really well todae and i was deciding if i shd attend my java lessons or not since i would anything to attend the lesson after that. So all in all i decided to just go for it and well its not tat bad.And guess what i get to strip a pentium 3 PC man..... all the way down to its motherboard.Its fun fun fun i say...i got some pics of the strip part but im too tired to post it so later then.bye for now. And i hope tat someone get well soon.

My life.

Haizz today it just doesnt seem right.My mind doesnt seem to be tagging along with my body.Was walking on my way to school and instead of walking to the MRT , i walked all the way to the bus-stop which i used to take to AISS realising last minute that i walked the wrong way... Then on the way to my classroom on T9 instead of going up the stairs i walked straight all the way to MLT 2 instead... hmm but at least SP is easily accessible so in the end i took the long way to my classroom :/ Anyway tats not the point.I just seem to be thinking about something and i couldnt focus on any of the lessons todae ... Wonder what is wrong with me.SP superstar ? Hah Fat chance...! I know my personal integrity and my care and concern but i seem to be caring more for people than myself...is it true ? Just people plz dun give fake hopes to people then let them be disappointed.
PS:tat superstar thingy was just a joke ...dun take it too seriously.

Selamat Hari Raya!!!!

Heloo Ppl!!! Been a very looooong time since i last blog due to the fact that i was both busy and tired...I have had been sleeping at 10+ for the last 5 days ....phew penat sey.Anyway today i went out with my Ai frens and it was a blast.I apologise to you guys for being not-so-cheery and the treatment of my family which was very gloom due to the fact that today there was a death in my family and only a few knew it.I din wanna go actually but wanted to kebumikan my uncle whom i mentioned in a couple of previous entries ago tat was about to past away and the unfortunate thing happened today in the wee hours of the morning.My family said just go with ur raya outing and they went to melawat my arwah pakcik.Its a sad thing as i din even get to see him before he died and he was in ICU while we all were enjoying raye.His legs were cut off due to diabetes and im quite upset tat i din went while all my cousins were there ... im sure that they are probably thinking that we all dun care but i do...i really do.

At least u guys made me forget my sorrows a little here and there.This year hari raya wasnt as cheery as last year(the whole raya ever since 1st of shawal).My grandmother(mother side) pass away last yr so we only went to my father's mother house.And we only went to four house on the first day of raya.I dare say that this year raya, im really in no mood to raya and i can prove tat by saying tat i lost interest in the times in which we were all eager to check our duit collections.I only checked it during the 5th day of raya haha.And okay i did get quite alot and im not complaining either heh.

And people out there those who had been reading my blog ... Plz be inform that I was Once rejected by dayah a yr ago and Yes those who think i was scared enuf to ask her.I did and at a wrong time okay.So anyway since she isnt interested in me, i dun think i shud be going after her so i stopped going after her coz since she dun want it why should i continue to pursue ... get it ? yes i admit its the truth so plz Stop disturbing me or her coz it will only hurt her not me ... And anyway i only treat her as my fren only now just like u all and no more coz my heart lies somewhere else now . So plz i hope the truth is enuf for u all to understand why i dun like u all disturbing her.

Anyway nadiah i thank u so much for consoling me for the death of my uncle..i was extremely sad but u made my day thx.
And peeps hari raya outing on november 13 will be out real soon when i have the time.

And lastly To all the people out there...I wish to say Selamat Hari Raya maaf Zahir dan batin as im human just like u all im still prone to making mistakes and hurting others unknowingly so i apologise to everyone for my wrongdoings and plz forgive me. Thx and have a nice day.

And Anis: Thx for praising the "kuehs" in my house being one of the nicest..Thx a lot.And i hope u guys enjoy the cake chocolate/nutella heh...

Selamat Tinggal Wahai Ramadhan.

Bergema kalima Allahuakhbar Allahuakhbar Allahuakhbar
Laailahaillah Huallah huakhbar Allahuakbar wallilah Ilham,
Tandalah akhirnya Bulan ramadhan,bulan yang suci yang dimana
kita banyak melakukan amalan dan beribadah dan menjauhi perkara2 burukOleh itu Masuklah bulan Syawal dgn mulanya Hari Raye Aidulfitri bagi sume umat kaum Muslim dan muslimah.Dan juga seperti dikatakan oleh kwnku, satu tahun sudahpun berlalu bermaknalah setahun dosa telah kita lakukan. Oleh itu marilah kita bertaubat dan berminta maaf-maafan kepada org2 yg telah melakukan dosa dosa besar dan juga kepada kwn-kwn lain dimana kita mungkin tersinggung secara tidak sengaja.Ini juga menandakan hari kemenangan bagi kami
untuk bertahan puasa selama sebulan.Oleh itu insha'allah jika disetujui oleh Allah,
semoga kita sume dpt bertemu lagi pada ramadhan tahun depan.

Saya pun mahu mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDULFITRI dan ku susun sepuluh jari ku memohon maaf zahir dan batin. Harap jikalau ku tersilap kata, terkasar bahasa atau tersinggung perasaan kamu secara tidak sengaja harap kamu ampunilah ku dan juga kepada yang lain yang memang ku menyinggung pada masa dahulu datanglah berjumpa kepada ku dan akan ku meminta ampun sekali lagi.Dan Kepada yang pernah belanjaku, harap halalkanlah makan minumku. Amin ya Rabbi Alamin. Moga-moga kamu diberkati Allah.Insha 'Allah

Ps:Sesiapa yg boleh berpuasa-enam marilah kita melakukannya bersama-sama moga bolehlah kita dapat rahmat.
*Dan juga kepada analyst-analyst Man Utd, Memandangkan ini Aidulfitri, Maafkanlah dosa dosa mereka kerana mereka juga orang dan selalu membuat "mistake" heh.