Ill miss you. 2006

So yep imma have 20 minute left before its a new year. and a continuation of my 2006 beginning. And as promised here i attempt to a poetry.

And so it came.... 2006
A year in which i wonder
And ponder to what will happen
Will it be like 2005?
or will it be like 2003?

I dun know but i just moved on...
embracing myself to face new challenges
alongside my two besties ahmad and nadiah...
Together we fought and entered 2006...

Started off with me and ahmad
spending time together watching fireworks
At marina promenade
With it still fresh in my mind

Me and him... at 12...
a moment i soo treasure.
14 years of frenship
together we strive
together we fall
and together we moved forward
to face the brims of lyfe.

We actually went with a grp of frens
frens i treasure and are close with
together we celebrated thru the nite
a year in which i was still astray...

the crowd all came to rush forward
separated them with me and ahmad
At first my mind was filled with regret
But then i realise,
i would rather be with ahmad than anyone else in the world.

And so it arrived ....
i was really scared
a repeat of my lonely years...
i yearn for frenship
but ended up hardship...

A resolution was made..
out of the many i thot abt
only two was chosen...
To make new frens
and to improve on my religion

And so it arrived...
I embraced myself tight
Looking bright
and looking tight.

I went all out
to search for frenship
at last i found him
in a place called mls

I din went for camp
so i had a hardtime
i had to break barriers
and sacrifise time
to move myself up
and be known thruout...

At first came kompang
Then came taman ilmu
Camp evolusi was the most obvious
in which i became known.

And so it was told
By a fren i just known
That this was to be the year
in which happens to by my year.

From nothing to something
from lonely to feeling home
I rose thru the people
From a person nobody knows
to a person everybody heard of...

At first i felt happy
Being known by all
Until i met this someone**
who changed it all.

I made a promised
bring nurhayat further
to rise mls higher
and to share my skills with all

And so it seems
i did it all...
With pride and smile
i showed it all

One day it came
that i met you
the one who moved my heart
the one who stole my heart

Together with you
i learned many things
one of the few
i learn wat was love...

But together with you
While happy and sad
i realise the truth
my soul was not meant for you

But with you i thank
For giving me those wonderful moments
wonderful times and making me realise
the rights and wrong of lyfe

Now its time to move on...
with a heart thats painful
i thot i lost my feelings
but god is gracious

God is gracious
for he showed me the truth
he is the all mighty
he started me a new

With a new heart
i moved
along with my soul
in search of anew.

Exco-34th
a family i treasure
with you i fall
and with you i stood up again

You guys taught me things
Ill nvr learn on my own
Things i'm dying to learn
memories that'll last a lyfetime

And so it seems
MLS became my 2nd home
A place im at
at every break
at every time

I became close with everyone
I slowly understood each
and everyone's miseries,
happiness and wonders...

I tried my best
To make everyone
Feel at home
and feel belonged.
and not feel lonely
and nvr feel useless

Why u asked?
Because i know how it feels
To be lonely
to be alone
in this cruel world

Facing everyday
dreading when will it end
When will things look up
Will i ever be happy again?

Ive been thru all that
So here i am
Wishing everybody to be happy
Helping everybody up
from falling ever further :)

And so i met someone
Who fall even further
in lyfe, in sch
And so i tried

to promise myself
to promise my heart
That ill help her to stand
and help her to what lyfe was abt.

She changed my believes
She changed my thot
Being famous was not all
Lyfe's about

I rather lay low
i rather hid my name
to not be the person
who's known by fame

I wish to be the
person who comes
leaves a mark in
everybody's heart
and leaves with ppl saying
Thats my fren :)

ive too made many close frens i treasure
truthfully and really close to my heart
a few of whom i called my brothers
and one whom i regarded as a sister.

Many more became my brothers in faith
and others became frens im rather close with
which allow me to let my emotions run flow
my feelings abt anything and everything
without holding em back
And to the few of you, I thank you.

And to my partner in pub
Uve been thru alot
and we've been thru alot
together we fall, and together we shall stand
or at least, i shall help you stand
back up once again like you once were.

Had it not been because of you,
I dun know if i last till today
You were the one with the brains
And i was the one who knows
and motivate us to do the same

to the rest of the exco's
Im happy be with you guys
Had it not been for you
ill remain fallen
and unknown

Im wishing that we go all out
upon this next event
lets show em all
what we are capable of

Lets give em all
a sweeter memory
than camp evolusi
a better ending to my last yr in poly

The time has come for me to end
And so i wish for a last request
To know ur smiling in the last few minute
and keep the memory
till the end

And so here i end
waiting for 2007 to come
and so it shall be
the year, for you all
my frens......


Yusri.

Sry for this berterabur poem. Its very bad but i did it in one hour lol


New Year's resolution?

5 of em.

1)To be a better muslim
2)work hard, stay strong and love myself
3)Make this a yr dedicated for my frens for 2006 was a year for me
4)improve on fitness & soccer skill
5) be less sarcastic (hehe)

and yeah. so good bye 2006
It was a great year, it was MY year.
a year opposite of my lonely 2005 years,
Thank you Allah s.w.t
For letting me be me :)

WELCOME 2007!!!!

I finally understood the reason why its hard for u to let go.
Its for the promise.
Ouch, i nearly cried reading it (hey i have a heart too tau! lol but as usual i have no tears)
its painful, i realise.
But when a heart's been hurt for too many times, it tends to let go....It cant bear the pain.

Slowly one by one who is by ur side is crumbling...
Backing off, withdrawing and pondering
Why?
Why are u soo ignorant?
why dun u want to listen to us.
We all feared for u
but we can only doa for u.

We are all speechless.
And out of ideas as to how to make u feel better.
But we aint giving up...no ...I AM NEVER giving up.

And so it seems, u kinda spoiled the day i was suppose to have fun with my sec sch frens.
But its alrite.
For i had fun anyway.
Even with a worried heart.
If the chance was ever given, i would rush from ecp to send u to the doc.
But u din want to.

Its alrite young one.
We aint giving up on u yet.
We are still gona try our best.
Slowly and steadily.
We'll help u move on....
And so it seems...

wee!

aha and so u smiled. aha.

dee dee dum dum dee dee dum.
Hmm hopefully the problem is solved.
lets pray for the best aites.

And yes knowing some truth do hurts.
But its alrite, wun let anything bring me down no more.
i hope. :P

tml. bbq with A.I peeps. im soooooooo looking forward to it guys.
:)

untukmu nani.

Hatiku sakit melihatmu sebegini.
Hatiku pilu melihatmu menangis.
Hatiku gundah menunggumu melepaskannya.
Hatiku sedih dengan mu

untukmu wan
Fikiranku buntu mengapa berlakunya ini
Fikiranku faham perasaan mu
Fikiranku pening melihat apa yang terjadi
Fikiranku harap engkau tabah menahan

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Andai ku tahu perkara ini akan berlaku
Akan ku mengelakkan semuanya
Andai ku tahu semua yang berlaku
Akan ku lebih memahami dirimu
Andai ku cuba mengelakkan perkara ini
Akan ku kesal jika ia berlaku

aha. i dunno what im crapping but i just felt like doing so wee! :)

And so my smiles ends here. The day i see u lost ur feelings.

To all my frens i dedicate two lousy things i wrote.

Feelings

Feelings...
Everyone has feelings my fren
Its what made us humans
Without it we are nothing

Because of it,
We live
We hope
and we look forward to tml

Without it...
We lost hope...
We became depressed...
We stop hoping for tml to come

So which is better ohh dear feelings
Help me decide
Shd i keep u?
or shd i ditch u.

Feelings is actually words
Its something that makes us happy, sad,angry
without it...
We are just feelingless humans

So come on...
Dun be upset too much
Dun let feelings consume us...
Instead of being control by it

We should take control of it

Think abt it dear frens.
Its not everything...
But its something...
Lets not waste it...

Turn ur views dear frens
Dun let it spoil ur lyfe
Live with it...
Look forward to it.

Im sure tml will be better.
Lets not stop hoping.
Lets not play with our feelings.
For lyfe is more than just our feelings :)

Yus,
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Perasaan.

Perasaan...
Adakah ia real?
Sehingga dapat mengugat hati manusia
Adakah ia kejam?
Sehingga hati manusia pasrah kerana ia.

Perasaan...
Tanpa ia...
Anda dikata mati...
Dengan ia...
Anda terlalu mengikutkan hati

Perasaan...
Gembira,Sedih,Marah
Apakah maknanya?
Adakah ia baik?
Ataupun buruk...

Perasaan...
Patutkah kite melayankan ia?
Jikalau ia, kenapa hingga pasrah?
Jikalau tidak, kami seperti robot.
pening,pening aku memikirnya

Perasaan...
Mengapakah anda kejam?
Mengapakah kami terlalu melayanimu?
Mengapakah susah kami menolakmu?

Itulah soalan-soalan hatiku...

Perasaan...
Adalah apa yang membuat kami manusia...
Ialah yang membantu dalam hidup kami...
Menolong kami terus berharap...
Dan jugak membuat kami....manusia

Perasaan...
Janganlah berlebihan kita melayannya.
Kerana jika terlebih,
Kita yang pasrah...
Dan menyakiti hati kita...

Perasaan...
Marilah kita berkerja-sama
Menhidupkan semula perasaan-perasaan ku
Buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih
Marilah membina hidup yang baru.

Yus.
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Yusri Wee!

Aha today yep me and liyana kaypoh follow ahmad, Heerah and ama on a meeting abt the darma article heh. So yep i came late ah as usual aha. And hanged out with them for ahwhile... played pool a bit... and wow i sucked after so long not playing it... aha. right ama, heerah ? heh.


Oh well after that playing pool. we went off to vivo city because ama and liyana tak pernah gi situ... though its my 3rd time going there.... twice with the exco's. So yep we lepaked outside vivo near the sea or river or whatever that is as usual...talked and sing.... and we met liyana fren called Farhana and she really really really reminds me of 'arifah's bestfren farhana too. just without tudung aha. twins maybe? huahuahua.

So yep we sat there listening to Heerah sing her heart out... with ahmad spoiling the songs occasionally. and a duet by heerah and farhanah.. Woo and enjoyed the breeze. It just feels good because i have been smilling these days ah.*even though i know u ain't smilling*. Aha went around vivo and bought myself a Cap... FINALLY! lol i have been looking for one and so i bought an FC Barcalona cap which is damn nice and looks like my old Nike cap which i lost ! !#$%^@#

Aha and its the type where its flat up front so yep... im sooo loving it and also i bought myself a new sandal!!! wee finally after so long wearing that thorn and tattered nike sandal which i still love but is too... urmmm. heh Im just soo happy today. heh but sadly i din get to buy boots yet coz its too expensive or i dun really like. hmm oh well. one day maybe. For now im satisfied with wht i have.

BTW its been 1 1/2 years + since i last shopped so yep. aha. im not the shopping kind of person ah. i only buy when i feel i have da money and i need it hehe. And yep not even in darma i shopped... i went home empty handed lol. Well thats just me :) and im happy the way i am. BUT BUT BUT i dun mind temaning anyone to shopping ah heh.i dun mind walking around window shopping.

All smiles :)
*thinking of ways to make more than just the dp to smile, Insya allah one day i might find the solution...*

aha and so it continues...

haha. two days straight now im smiling. alhamdulillah. things may not have solved yet but im happy that at least its looking up for me and i stopped falling. Im maybe hanging still but im trying my best to start climbing again.

aha and so the truth abt me was known heh. i dun mind. i prefer being asked than to be heard abt me from others heh.

And yes nani apologized. alhamdulillah. she sounds calmer. i dun know wat happen but i hope its for the best nani. i may have done something wrong but thats because u crossed the line.but shd u stay in the line... i promised nvr to do that again. I still treasure u as my partner in pub now and forever. just dun hate me i hope.

And You* i have u to thank for that. i dun know wat u did but she wasnt angry. alhamdulillah. u made my day twice in a row. yep. dun be upset aites. what u did was just a small mistake. be strong and believe in urself.

*Staring at some dp picture and smiling to myself* cramp sey muker aku aha. yus is crazy. aha.

Anyway let me post up a pic of me and my future to be sis-in-law!!!!(insya'allah if allah s.w.t wills it)

Aha ain says she is pretty... and i think so too what do u think?
Her smile is pretty too!!! but i know of someone with a nicer one :P

Here is a picture of my brother!!!

Handsem tak?
To me my brother is. :) even though we sometimes fight over small things... i still love him aha.
And yes ain, he is taller lol.


This one picture of her alone. aha.


Me and my family members.... wee.!!!

My brother's pertunangan was a success. sry tak jemput. coz i did jemput last minute... but i think its too late. maybe when he marries heh. insya'allah.

24th December 2006.

Im still smiling. for what You said yesterday.Thank You. :)

Im smiling.

Aha after so long...and finally after darma... im actually smiling!!! wow. and its very very sincere. Alhamdulillah. Im soo happy as well.

Problems are inevitable but avoidable
So for now let me keep u aside.
And let me and my feelings subside
Before ill be able to face and fight with u ,my Frens alongside.

Guess what? SINGAPORE POLY Putra Adiwangsa WON THE PIALA KHATULISTIWA....
And we cope like 3 other awards lol.
And we were the last team to perform.
aha.
Im soo proud of u guys. U guys really really entertained us. Thank You. I din waste a single cent of those $24 lol. Hope u 2 girls enjoyed it.

Yessah! Best karut, best awok awok and best paluan(courtesy of Su)
We kinda submitted senikata late so got pts cut off from it.

2nd were Ite Dover( cld have won if their karut din stumble on his words and 4got lyrics)
and 3rd was Fuhua Sec (they rock man!!! they were really really good.)

tears.
Where have u been?
Where are u hiding?
Why aint u here ?
Why aint u flowing?

tears.
I want u to flow.
I need u to flow.
Please come back to me
Please show me that im still human

tears.
Im so upset.
Im so depressed
I just wished u were here
Flowing down my very eyes


Why cant i cry anymore?
Where have all my tears gone to?
I just cant seem to cry anymore.
no matter how upset i am.

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Mahirah, i just want u to know that i want to stop doing it* asap.
Just dun hate me for doing it* but instead guide and help me to stop it*
Soon, i promise u and everyone else. soon.

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Forgive me for all the post that are emo(almost all right ? aha)
Oh well here is where i rant out my feelings.
I wish i can blog abt happy stuff.
I can but it just doesnt help me to stay happy.
So yep one day, just one day i mite.

Chill.

Too much has happened to me these few days.
Too many that i myself cldnt handle.
Tapi syukur alhamdulillah
Allah s.w.t gave it all to me as a test because he knows i can handle it.

Im lost for now.
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I Can only wish You* all the best.
I have told you* everything i cld.
Nothing else can be done except to wait.
And im willing to do so.

Stop thinking abt me in your* picture
You* dun have to worry abt me
I'll always be here if ever you* need me
Dun be shy because to me, i just want you* to be happy

:)


And to Him*
All i can do is to wish u all the best.
Doa for ur recovery and in hopes u get well soon
You are somebody i respect.
And i will not stop respecting you.
Nobody is perfect and i know that.
Whatever happens is just a lil mistake.
Its alrite, ill give in and tell the truth.
Its alrite, if you dun believe in whatever i wanted to say.
But all i want you to know, if ever im in a competition with you
I'll gladly back away... due to having so much respect for you
And for your info, Your just like a brother to me.
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After all this is solve....
Or even if all this wun solve....
Let me just wither away for now....
Into A world that i never knew existed.

Ya'Allah ya tuhanku, aku berdoa kepada mu, tolong lar, berikanlah die perdamaian dan ketenangan... sesungguhnya die seseorang insan mu juga yang lemah seperti aku. Bukakanlah hati dia Ya'Allah supaya dapat die kembali ke jalan yang benar.

Sesungguh tiada apa yang ku harapkan. Sesungguh aku hanya mahu kau berdiri kembali daripada kejatuhan besar mu. itu sahaja, apa apa yang datang adalah dari kuasa Allah s.w.t dan sesungguhnya aku terima sahaja.

Insya'Allah, aku percaya engkau akan dapat berdiri kembali.. tapi berilah masa dan byklah engkau berdoa dan meminta tolong Allah s.w.t. Satu hari nanti akan dapat kau ketenangan di atas diri mu :)





Ya'Allah ya tuhan ku. Ampuni lar dosa dosa ku ini. maafkan lar kesalahan yang telah aku dan umat-umat mu telah lakukan. Maklumlah, kami ini semua insan yang lemah yang perlu pertolongan mu Ya'Allah. Berikan lah kami pertunjukkan. Sesungguhnya aku tidak berniat untuk menyakitkan hati orang atau menyusahkan orang. Tetapi hanya kerana silap aku. Aku membuat susah kepada 6 orang. Maafkanlah aku. Aku tidak berniat begitu. Sesungguhnya ia semua hanya salah sangka. Biarlah hanya aku yang berterus terang.



PS: im surprise with all that happen, i din cry. guys cry u ask? yes i do. i am weak. i do cry at times. but i haven cry for quite sometime. aha. but yes im still soft at heart :)

Im back from darma.

Helo peeps. Im finally back :).
Wun update anything on darma YET.
Just wanna say that im back.

Alhamdulillah it all ends well.
And it even started well.
Even with flaws along the way.
It still din get to stop us
From having all the fun
Yet it helped us bond even stronger
It helped us found our inner self.

But still throughout the 3 days.
You guys said i was sick, tired with those yellow eyes.
Its weird eh, throut the 2 years in my poly life nobody saw that.
I aint sick nor tired. Its just me.
I aint perfect, coz nobody is.
Yet those yellow eyes are the ones watching out for u guys
Shd ever any of u goes out of line
Those eyes are the ones that will pull u back in.

Taking care of each and everyone of u aint easy.
Time,money,feelings and everything had to be sacrifised.
Even though at times, i became a lil selfish.
But i know my roles and went back to it
Im sry but at times even i needed my own time to reflect
NOT to be emo but just to reflect upon what i did and to my feelings.

Like i once told Mahirah, emo doesnt mean sad.
It doesnt mean that whenever ur emo,
U must show that sad face, depressed and crying.
thats wrong, being emo means sometimes u just needed some time alone.
But deep in the heart u wished, that someone would be there.
And so 5 angels with 2 devils came.

While i was enjoying the breeze and reflecting upon what i did.
They kinda relieved me.
Thankfully but still an hour later,
I was back to the same place alone again for the breeze there was addictive.

Wondering, Pondering, Thinking...
Am i only able to watch u from afar ?
Care for u only behind ur back?
I do not know, but what i knew.
is coming close to telling the truth.
For i finally understand what u truly meant.


Yus.

Hmm

hey i realise i have been updating my blog with just my feelings. selfish giler si yus ni. Heh. well updating abt sch wise.... I have been doing fine in sch. except that i missed quite a lot lately but takper.

Bah boring. aint gona update abt what happens in sch.

So yep the other day, we went to vivo city to celebrate Farhan's Birthday,,, aha dah besar die. yep that was the first time i ever went to vivo and surprisingly i found them without getting lost or needing to call them aha. And i love the view there. Its just so relaxing. I think i want to go there again. insya 'allah.

Today, we had some debrief for muzikarama 2006 and yes it went on fine, except that i was a lil moody... maybe what ain said was right in a way. ouh well. Duno what happen to my cam as well. Tapi takper lar.


K Next.

Aha.
Life is so full of ups and downs.
This moment u can be happy, next moment , ultra sad... *pms ke per? aha*
This moment ur satisfied with everything, next moment ur doubting everything
This moment ur singing with everyone, next moment ur emoing in a corner.

Whats happening? Why is this happening? Where is this leading?
Nobody but Allah s.w.t has the answer.
Sometimes we just have to appreciate ourselves.
Be happy with what we have.

The Promise i made with YOU shall forever stay with me. and also My Promise For You, I Shall forever hold it.

The world may be cruel
But let me shield you from it.
Everything may not be going our way
But let me prove to you that it doesnt need to go our way to make us happy.

*Pulang....oh pulangkanlah...senyumanmu.*

DARMAWISATA!!!! WEE 1 MORE DAY!!!! yay!
Everybody please take note that we have to pay 9 ringgit each for the driver.
throw me to the river if u guys want to i wun mind BUT PLEASE THROW FAIZUL BEFORE ME lol and also wait till i remove all my watches and hp and wallet aites. thx.

For the rest please take note that YUSRIANO heh. will not be in Singapore for 2 and half days, 15-17. Take care all. i love u guys. And thank you Allah s.w.t for giving me the chance to be me.

Ahh!!!

I want to tebas my hair.
I am so irritated by it.
Anybody says i shdnt cut my hair yet?
or anybody wants me to cut asap? aha.

Someone says, my blogpost these days are emo.
A few others agreed upon that aha.
Whats wrong with being emo?
hehe.

Fine.
Mahirah, Suhailah and Nurain says my posts are emo these days.
aha..
But still what is wrong with being emo lol.

Seriously to me im just showing my feelings in words. :)

Untukmu Nani,Wan Dan kawan2ku sekalian.

Kasih Sayang...

Kasih Sayang itu bukanlah suatu permainan...
Ia bukanlah hanya untuk seseorang...
Ia juga tidak akan kehabisan...
Janganlah kite perlokek untuk memberinya...

Marilah kita memperbahagikan kasih sayang kita...
Sayangilah semua dan janganlah membenci...
Pada suatu hari nanti akan engkau fahami...
Mengapa maksudku sebegini...


Cinta...
Cinta seseorang itu bukan bermakna,
Orang itu berpunyaan kita...
Ia juga memerlukan banyak pengorbanan...
Dan yang paling penting...kepercayaan

Cinta itu bagaikan sesuatu permainan...
Suatu hari nanti akan ia luput dari minda.
Janganlah engkau diperdaya...
Kerana ia hanya sesuatu cabaran...
Bahawasanya kamu harus memberi keyakinan akan dia.

Janganlah engkau mempersalahkan dia,
Janganlah juga engkau mempersalahkan dirimu.
Perkara sebegini memang selalu berlaku...
Kuatkanlah semangatmu dan berubah demi kebaikan

Kadang kala,
Jikalau engkau mahu seseorang itu untuk bercakap benar,
Janganlah engkau tidak menerimanya.
Jikalau engkau mahu seseorang itu untuk bercakap untuk buat engkau gembira,
Janganlah engkau berasa bangga akan jawabnya.

I Can Feel...
That Something Is Sinking In...
Slowly, Painfully but Surely.
Making a Very Deep Hole


I Can Feel...
The Excruciating Pain As
Its Making Its Way Down...
Pushing And Twisting And Burning

I Can Feel...
That It Knows Im In Pain
It Knows That I Wish For It To Stop
But Its Happily Ignoring My Pleas....

I Need...
You To Stop...
You To Listen...
And You To Feel.

Please...
I Beg Of You
To Give Me The Confidence...
And To Stop Putting Worries

In A Place, I Called My Heart.

Just an attempt at sajak after so many months.

Hidup Ku Bagaikan Sampan
Yang Terumbang Ambing Di Atas Laut
Bagaikan Tidak Mempunyai Destinasi
Dan Tidak Tahu Kemana Hendak Ku Pergi

Ku Harapkan Bantuan
Tetapi....
Aku Lebih Rela Beri Bantuan

Biarlah.....Hanya Aku Yang Merana
Kerana Aku Tidak Rela Melihat Mu
Dibawa Air, Ke sana sini....
Tanpa Arah.

Biarlah Aku Hidup Dalam Kesunyian,
Kesepian Dan Kesempitan.....
Biarlah Aku Melihat Mu Dari Jauh....
Dan Biarlah Aku Terapung-Apung....

Mungkin, Hanyalah Mungkin....
Suatu hari nanti
Engkau Akan Menemani Diriku....

Freshly written for someone :) smile always.

Smile
A smile thats beautiful
A smile thats partially sincere
A smile thats capable of melting hearts
A smile so special yet so true
A smile incapable of being duplicated
A smile that is you. :)


Hope
Is something that keeps us alive
Is something that moves us everyday
also something that makes us look forward to tml
And something that helps us forget yesterday.

Hope
Is just like a dream
We can only hope for it to happen
But still its fate that decides
The answer from within

Hope
We shd nvr stop hoping
no matter how hopeless it gets
because once we stops hoping
our lifes will stop moving

Hope
Let's continue hoping
For its what keeps us moving
Its what makes us work harder
And its what is capable to make us strong

Hope
Dun stop hoping aites.
Dun doubt what hope is capable of doing
If ever its looking bad...
Hope for something good...

For Life is full of hopes .... Good , Bad , Happy or sad ...
Without hope life is meaningless,
You'll stop moving and you'll stop feeling
Dun let the bad ones bother u instead carry on hoping and
Maybe....just maybe tml.... ur hopes will come true

All Smiles aites,
Yus Aka PeaceZ

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love


I became addicted to this song after Faizul posted it up the other day...hmm.

Well this whole week have been harsh on me. I din have any time at all to take practical 8. Hmm and every single day i came back around 10-11+. Even after muzikarama, reaching home at 12+ , i had not much rest but instead slpt at 1 and woke up early next morning to work... haiz. takpe Yus perservere aites :) Someone ask me to rest so yep ill be taking the whole sunday to rest hopefully ill recover and not fall sick... (Sakit pun takpe, ade orang will pakse me makan ubat HAHA).

Hmm take note though, my rest is not slp all day rest, because i still have to settle for Darmawisata... WEE lol. Nvr mind im nvr gona complain. Instead let's just do it. Im doing this for everyone and not just myself. Its for my love for Nurhayat and MLS. Insya Allah it'll be fine and like Ain says, Lets doa for Darmawisata to berjalan lancar.... Amin.

Muzikarama! Wee
I just wana Congratulate each and everyone that is involved and also thank those that came to watch the show, i really hope u enjoyed watching it and also putting ur effort into making it successful.
And also i really want to congratulate the Directors and Committee members and exco members of Muzikarama 2006 and SPMLS....for having successfully completed Muzikarama 2006.
Smile people and dun regret any single moment but instead improve on that moment and be proud of what u did. And dun forget to thank Allah S.W.T for all HIS help given to us :)

ITs amazing but i cld felt the tension behind the stage hehe. i had to go around cooling ppl down and giving them massages... heh, even i felt extremely nervous because its my first time being backstage krew heh. but i knew i shdnt show it to the ppl so i calmed myself down and calm others as well. A lot happen behind stage lol. but well i shall leave that part out.

Wee! though i do not know why i was willing to take up lotsa post, but still im kinda happy with it, though i went a lil overboard haha. i admit, while doing signages....my mind went blank.... and from a person who knows a lot abt computer, i became clueless as how to use the computer aha. lucky for me i came back right on time. wee! Alhamdulillah.




*Sings
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

PS: Sry if it rains tml hehe.

Muzikarama today, aha i can feel the tension and stressness in everyone of the committee's and also the members of spmls. Everyone was pressured and in fear because it is the biggest event of the year for spmls.

Aha I am shocked that i was capable of holding down my anger and pressured feelings inside and focus on others instead. Alhamdullilah, dengan berkatnya Allah s.w.t dapat ku tahan dan bersabar. I almost did ah want to shout or do watsoever to show but i thot twice and did not do it. I really really needed a walk to cool myself down but i din went for it. And yep, im thankful that instead of just thinking of myself i prefer to focus on others and help them out instead.

*Seriously ah i just want to thank Ain ah. She was one of the only few ppl that is relax there and then and when i see you, i was capable of holding back everything from spilling out.
Thanks Ain! :) Talking to you made me feel even better heh.

Yep and Wan, Relax aites bro. Everything happens for a reason. I'm sorry i interfered seriously. I just want you 3 to be happy. When one is upset, it kinda affects all 4 of us.

Well guys and gals, Have faith in what u do tml, believe in yourself and you will do well, Remember HIM and u shall be remembered. :) Smile Always guys. LETS DO THIS!
I Have FAITH IN EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U. Thats why i proudly publicize MUZIKARAMA 2006 :)

Tml we shall stand as one family and do our best!
Insya' Allah WITH HIS blessing

Yours Sincerely,
PeaceZ