Its over.

hmm haiyo finally hari ni bleh relax.... aiyo sugguh the stress sey... padanlah aku makin pendek... beban atas shoulder ni berat sangat. heh. maybe thats the reason why most pretty and bertanggung jawab gerls are short? hehe because they are carrying a heavy beban on their shoulder? :P aha yus merepek.

ok fine finally magazin siap.... ahakz besok gi amik. but aiyo so the disappointing. even though its not a bad start for my own first magazine-with lack of help. it still turn out fine. first and foremost. sry to hilmi and raudha that whatever u guys wrote isnt in the magazin but however ur credited still. there are quite a few errors in the magazine...aiyoyoy and the last page doesnt look like a last page lol. but still i added some pics in order to lessen the boring ness and increase the imagination for ppl to imagine our events hehe.

anyway so today yep was kinda quiet and stress up having to finish the layout on my own...siap kan P.P.P and redaksi... aiyoyo ahakz sry takde content page :P but oh well it ends well anyway but i ended up being stressed and quiet to someone today. haiyo im sooooo sry tau ! and sry that i din eat even though i told u that i will after u do.... takde time ah im really sorry. sry too that im quiet and din talk much with you. :( too stressed up ah hehe. but nowits all over and i can sleep early yay! and i just realise... that i have been sleeping at 4 for the past 4 days. aiyoyoyoy then going sch early.... i just realise it after i was talking to hilmi sey. i hadnt had much rest. even though u did have an early rest i din... i had work to do plak aiyoyoyo.... but now its over. wee.

anyway my time table is blank. its so unfair. heh.

Bidadari

Bah been a busy week lately. haiyo... baik booth, baik name tag, badge , banner ,magazine, t-shirt lagik aduiiii.... pening sey kepala. dun even have time for myself. haiyo. doubt i have time to go recci anymore... till after kem. haiz... my dad pulak a lil choosy abt colour. haiyo then my brother plak. rather have a stronger bike. sampai biler lar... ahakz. oh well tak cerewet. ill wait alrite. as for now i can still take the train with someone heh..... nanti tak tahu lar plak kalau orang tu sudi tumpang tak hmm heh.

Name tag has proof to be not so easy since most of the work can only be done by you. i kinda felt helpless watching and doing very little so all i tried hard to make you laugh and smile with my company while we work on it. sry for not being so helpful yep. but ill push u on. coz i know u have the capablity and creativity. like the badge, nice handwriting.... ahakz. oh well....

naseb baik kambeng girl wanted to do the banner heh. sry k.girl i din wanna edit coz i have too much at hand to think abt.... t-shirt walaupun dah hantar quotation... sume but still i heard byk nak M size... haiyoyoyo... i scared the size dun tally. takpe takpe...

now magazine. haiyo besok nak gi print. duit lum ader. then layout lum habis. front page and back page pun takde... haiyoyoyoyoyo pening ler...... takpe takpe. giving up is soooo not my middle name with ya around.

anyway i just kinda hate the way someone acts as if nothing happened before. hmm coz of that my words became sharper. "Bloody Hell" man it was you that at first was nice to this person. then suddenly for a few reason. u were so damn harsh that it hurts. ur words. it stabbed thru the person's heart for goodness sake. and u din even try to apologize man. and now u came back trying to act nothing happened at all? Hmm man ur attitude kinda suck. if u ever so much as hurt this person again. ill hunt ya. and i swear to that.

*a fragile heart thats not meant to be broken no more*

Hmm there was once this bee. that remembered that 2 yrs ago when he first entered this bee sch... he was all alone suffering and pushing himself on without any frens because the rest of the bee's were either unfriendly or too different of a type. This past came back to his mind after another bee mention playfully that nobody wishes to be frens with that bee. hmm this bee became upset but apologise soon after. he din meant it to be awkward silence but he was a lil hurt but he knows it was a joke. he is fine now.

Camp is in what... 4 days? ahakz. hmm nad's sis will be in it... cool! but i doubt she knows/rems me anyway ahakz. hope she'll be happy and successful in this sch like her sis and her couz... heh.lets do our best and push a lil harder aites! go ppl! :)

*Kau umpama bidadari....Suci Bagai Embun Pagi.....* heh.

ahakz aites warning this is gona be a looooooooooong post kaes. meant for somebody ahakz.

kae so yep ive healed alrite took me quite a while.... fall sick again on fri morning.... sakit lain plak... sakit rindu ahakz. just playing. sakit tekak lar. ape lar korang ni hee. sampai sekarang havent really heal though hmms. okae okae so what has happen from sunday till now? let me update u aites....

Ok on sunday apparently, my family entah ape angin... suddenly woke me up from my beauty sleep and says ...."YUS! bangun! Ade wanita lawa masuk minang!" ahakz i was shocked of coz....
ahakz ok ok im lame i know.... takdelar... she said... "Yus Bangun! nak ikut mak ngan abah ngan kakak sume gi giant tak?" so me feeling lazy just say hmm okae mak sume gi dulu ah later yus join.......haha then 1/2 hr later she woke me up again saying "YUS! kiteorang nak gi main bowling dulu jom bangun bangun ahakz" Terus yus bangun ahakz....

it was rare ah that my family wants to plae bowling ...since is the first time mom and dad and lil bro ever tried bowling so yep we went there with a taxi and my mum (rider chick :P) tumpang my bro on his new super four..... (ciss jeles aku.)hee. gi orchid country club main bowling...

Guess what my lil bro bowl punye slow tapi straight giler lol.... cute sey. ahakz (mcm abg die gak biase lar kan?) hee. he got one spare thruout 2 games... then my mum... die asyik shoot senget tapi bleh tahan okae ah.... she like so happy after ever shot then suddenly after the first game she said.... if ever she got a single strike...she will treat the game... ahakz took her quite some time then strike!!! lol kecoh giler sey my family aha... then she continued with a spare sey aha. lucky mummy :P my dad plak even though first time .... got like 3 strikes in the 2nd game with total of like 4 + spares heh.... my sis pun bagus gak! hehh... i was like happy lar seeing my family like that.

then my couz sis baru baik dari chicken berpox. plak disturb me and touch my hand alar! then terus demam lol..... demam takut tak dapat jumpe seseorang for 2 weeks xD hee....

Haha so then on monday plak... went to sch i think to do phamplet hee. but in the end i ended up watching the phamplet doer plak ahakz. then i realise i was falling sick lar... *so nice to slp on fc5 beside.....* ahakz. but oh well then ader meeting plak! aiyo.. so ended up meeting aku tido ahakz sakit nyer pasal makin teruk after orang balik.... aiyooo... nasib dorang tak kisah ahah! but bloody hell epin! ahakz

so tuesday demam became worst..cant get out of bed plak aiyoyoyo. ingatkan nak kluar ngan my brother sekali since sakit tak leh plak...haiz... aha nasib ader companion dari hp nokiaku hee.. thx! ahakz.... so yep i just got normal fever ah... and throat infection sampai sekarang lum baik aha. sry ama cldnt go ur bday celebration but happy belated being old anyway! ahakz

wednesday plak...pasal nak sangat jumpe orang datang sch... eh salah... pasal nak sangat abiskan phamplet aku gi lar sch hee... abis kan phamplet, print sume poster... and everything then alhamdulillah aha.... ended up mamaming stuff in tujuh sebelas. spagetti was overheated though ahakz sampai kering spagetti aku aha. but okae ah everything settle wee!!!! so felt better... tapikan that time lagi 2 hari someone going off plak haiyoo...........

hee so thursday...... hmm kluar for fun to enjoy my self... hee and i really did lar...... so fun sey! hehe.... mamam pizza bawah hut. so mengeyangkan... but i feel like eating kambing lasagne plak now... (takpe nanti raye haji leh sembelih the kambeng i booked to make lasagne) hehe. tgh music and lyrics... lagu die so nice sey. u guys shd listen (way back into love) heh... alhamdulilah.

then fri came. and past by. ahakz. no lar fri came.. then nampak sorang terbang gi cameron island. ahakz. so yep then gi solat darusallam. sebab ader meeting in the morning. tgk booth dulu.... so small sey. number 26. lepas solat continue meeting (boring sey :P) then set up booth sekejap... sikit sikit and print phamplet.... 70 for $4 bucks lol. then balik malam tu... hehe.

malam tu conference plak with kambeng girl and su(teletubbies) ahakz. dari kul 11 sampai 4 aduihai 2 makcik gossip ahakz and one nice guy listening :P . (yes yes i know i was suppose to sleep early lol. sorry !!!! dey needed me ah) heh. found out a lot of stuff that i have been missing ever since monday.... alot sey happen hmms.

So saturday at 7.15 ingat janji kambeng girl and kambeng president. sekali due due bgn lambat -.-" so yep i went alone lar tu... naik bus 969 gi tamp and guess what i was FOURTH!!! to arrive lol. its a miracle lol. i wasnt late hee. though its (830) haha. aiyoyoyoyo then plae match only first half. wasnt performing ah... and i kinda suck lol takde motivation and besides i wasnt really well yet so yep... 2nd half just rested.

lepas tu balik sch mamam ho fun! oh so fun! heh dengan su kambeng girl din wan alin and yan.... yum yum. then watch dorang train silat.. si sutubby kambeng girl and toya. hee foo.. tojang sendeng and sabit dorang so the seramkan then din lepaskan geram on pad plak hold my me or yan ahakz... nafsu binatang sey ditu ahakz....

then jumpe ahmad plak... maklum lame tak jumpe... tunggu pat bus stop sp sorang sampai terbobok2 ahakz then kite gi serangoon tgk motor stuff... for his wave... ahakz sampai magrib then solat at masjid kovan situ.. then go punggol fishing area... ahakz he let me rode his bike again but this time he tumpang ...(first time sey ditu tumpang motor sendirik!) haha. yep rode all the way till almost main road before gaving him back. mampus motor lain sey.. takde clutch biler tukar gear bike gegar sey...aha... rare giler but fun ah.... mase tu takde confident sal side mirror die aku tak leh nampak ahakz. so bawak slow.... haha but fun ah then balik.... balik tgk heroes jap then bobok siang at 10. (sry sesiape yang tried to bual! ahakz) boring ah semalam takde kawan. then today bangun jer at 6 lol.

solat then tido lagik...
sampai 11 then sms someone... then at 12.15 my story ended and i recovered..... dari sakit rindu ahakz! no lar just became happy again!!!! yay!!! end of story ahakz.

SiCk

Ahakz went to the doctor and had a check up... im only having a high fever!!! wee! he said if ever imma gona kena chicken pox...its in 2 weeks before ill know... lets hope not aites or else i might missed camp ilusi aiyo! but today all i did was rest rest and more rest!! aiyoyoyo ahakz insya allah imma getting better heee wee!

Hope for the best!

Guess what?

Im having a high fever right now...(darn it) and i have a feeling that it wun end soon...im just hoping that this wun turn to chicken pox bcoz if it does...im gona turn crazy like seriously!!!
imagine 2 weeks of not seeing my frens..... and someone. omg cant think abt it! 2 whole weeks? lets hope i dun catch this chicken pox aites... im really hoping i wun... bah im too weak to type right now.... gota catch a rest... taking care peeps. hope for the best aites. >.<

:( 2 weeks without ya? god, kill me. hehe.

Hello ppl! hee sry lamer tak update... kae sekarang update kaes atas permintaan ikan di tank ikan rumah kite hehe.

So yep hows lyfe been? ahakz good and bad both man...

something pissed me off lately.
MY BROTHER JUST SOLD OFF HIS BLOODY BIKE FOR A CLASS 2A BIKE!!! OMG!
That just freaking hell rip my chances of trying his TZM lol.

oh wells.
he was suppose to survey a kapchai(waves) but instead bought a new bike.
The rest of the days was okae for me ah...

TP was hell for sure. damn nervous.... kalau tak caye leh tanye orang tu. ahakz.
My number was 74.... which means i have to wait for 73 ppl to pass by!!!
aiyoyoyooyoyo.
Lucky for me a msg came around 7+ which helped me relax and remain chilled :P

ahakz anyway tp result? aiyah tak yah tahu lar.... eh.

the rest of the passing week went by fine........ especially certain days that i can fishes swimming. xD

besok faizul balik...hurray! insya allah tml i update again kalau ader feelings ah hehe. taking care!

Hmms and so it seems. i havent been updating. ahakz.
Not been busy, hehe. that i admit.
I rested 3 days at home! wee! and my ankle is getting better.
alhamdulillah

Tp is in 4 days. oh man i really fear it sey. takpe doakan me kaes?
Anyway been kinda happy lately alhamdulillah. despite all the troubles.
Insya allah ill get better.

And yep results out like i said i failed a module. and yep i realise next sem i have to take 8 modules... oh god help me ahakz. hopefully i can really do it kaes? i wann try my best this time. insya allah




*forever searching for the lost key*
*Ill find it someday*

For You

I recently just made this and i like it so much that i wanna show heh.

Ah i still remember the day
U started to plant the seed in me
After ages of me trying to plant mine to urs
slowly and steadily i waited...

everyday i tried to water the seed in you
trying to make it grow
and it did...
very...very slowly
and it started to bloom....

And it was then that u...
finally wanted to plant the seed in me...
And surprisingly...
It grew very fast...
So fast that its both the same height now...

This seed has grown into a fine plant
Bearing proper fruits of knowledge around us...
And i shall forever water this plant...
And cared for promising never...to let it die
Or ever wither...
because this is the plant we called "trust"



Comment on it yeah :)

Lyfe's Hard

Hmms Well what can i say? lyfe has been kinda terrible for me recently. not that im complaining but im holding on seriously with whatever is happening. Ku tabah menempuhinya dengan bantuan mu. heh. Well other than that, my day to day's are fine.

And yep so results are out. alhamdulillah. one look at it and you will think omg, ur result suck! ahakz. but then again after a few look at it, im thankful. because it was hardwork that made it like that. before u* came, i think my result wun be like this. the chances of me passing my maths was so little that my teacher even said, Yusri if u failed ur overall, ur gona have to treat me. and yes i believe im gona get the free treat.(thats what she said)ahakz. i think i had like 17% over 40% :/ then during the final i think i had scored like 70/100 alhamdulillah to achieve that 42%. alhamdulillah dun think i can achieve it without the push*.

Well for the rest of it, hmm especially my TCP/IP fooh, paper die nye lar susah... but alhamdulillah i got C for it. even though my results are C's and D+'s it was good enuf because i cld have scored all D's and D-'s with the effort i was putting in.

And yes i failed a module... now wait! before u guys have pity on me, please dun. it was my own decision that lead to the failure. i gave up on the project-based module. so yep i was expecting that "F". Gona have to work hard next sem with the extra module.

And oh my was i proud of u my fren.ur result was good despite all the troubles that seem to be haunting u. i really am happy to know. and that really make my day all shiny and bright heh.
Keep on going aites. Lets try harder this semester! wee! all smiles :)

Hmm yep it happen again. today. stayed home to watch it. it kept me speechless but i hold on. Kinda seem to be getting worst. kinda feel like in need of help but i din wanna disturb u hmms.takper ill hold on.

K next up. is nurhayat magazine. and this approach is kinda killing me. but i believe i can ah just really need motivation seriously, the ppl are mostly in attachment sey. argh. takpe ill try.

My mind has been thinking lately...
About facts of lyfe...
Emotions of people...
And if only you knew...
My mind ponders...

Ahakz was watching tv and watching Nana Tanjung sekali nampak waheeda ahakz teringat someone...... then teringat faizul. ahakz then suddenly in my mind, the song "shape of my heart" was playing in mind suddenly ahakz.

BACKSTREET BOYS
"Shape Of My Heart"

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart
Show you the shape of my heart

haha nak lagu nudge me aites! lol. malas nak tukar lagu in this blog ah. :)

Shape of My Heart

(click the name then plae it)

A Tribute To My Mls President

Aku mendoakan agar kau selamat sampai dan selamat pulang.insya allah.

Aha and so we all send him off on 03.03.07 to umrah.

Aku berharap agar die dapat ketenangan daripada Allah S.W.T

Insya Allah.

The Meet Between Mr Giant And Mr Dwarf."Omg Ur So Huge"
Aha and so the story continues that another hairy monster made him cry! aha.

Heh Ok yus giler. lets post more piccy!

3 Yeo's Advertisers and 1 Toy 'r' us advertiser.(advertiser or big baby? :p)



Is This A Squirrel, A Kambeng Or A Rabbit?
Im Sure its not a human :p

Oh and this one is a classic! really! ahakz. sry su. caught u offguard.She is just SCRATCHING her nose though.Feeling rather stone after eating that vadeh.

K all that ended.
Here is a tribute to all the ladies.And You.

Jejaka. Wahai Kaum Adam,Kata-katamu sungguh mudah dipercayaiSungguh mudah dipengaruhiSungguh Sedap didengari Wahai Kaum Adam,Janji-janjimu sungguh senang dibuat,Sungguh mudah melemahkan hati kaum hawaSungguh senang juga ia dipecahi.

Wahai Kaum Adam,Sedarilah Semua kesilapan muTahuilah anda betapa sakitnya hati kaum wanitaApabila anda Menyakiti merekaBaik dgn kata-katamu ataupun janji-janjimu
Akan Tetapi... Wahai Kaum Hawa,Jgnlah Kamu pula berhenti mempercayai kaum adamAkan Kerna,Tidak Semua Kaum Adam sebegitu...Ada juga banyak Kaum Adam Yang baik-baik belakaDan Mereka bukan mudah dijumpaiAkan Tetapi,Carilah dengan nalurimuKerna mereka ada disekelilingmu.Menunggu akan masa yang tertentu.

Im Back

Heh. sry abt the previous post. i felt guilty abt something. heh. and that guilt sparked of the hay wire state of my mind to be from bad to worst. and i suddenly felt hollow and empty hehe. sry su, heerah, ain and amir. and thx people.thx soo much aha. and sry in anyway if i was cruel or harsh ahah. :) anyway im fine now. i had a very good break yesterday... easing my mind... alhamdulilah...(its a miracle i finished those nachos! aha) wee just when i thot it was a great day.... i somehow felt i spoilt someone's day. argh. but no i din i made that someone relieve instead. hopefully you'll stay strong aites :) insya allah. lets live a new lyfe! aha.

Today plak, ease my mind again aha. wee so nice to have long chats right? we shd have more! haha. i really really really would prefer the bus coz its safer! haha. anyway enjoy the marshmallows! haha. im happy today somehow :) .

ARGH

Bloody hell, whats my tear duct doing ? Where is all the tears when i really need them? where where?

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i just want to scream. i really do. why are u so bloody complicated yus? why cant u just make ur lyfe easier for everyone? Why are u doing this? Maybe ur right my old fren. it is me that has problems. ppl dun like my ways but im not changing?

Hmm why must u keep so many things? why must u hide? because u fear it hurt the ppl? yes i do.... why else would i keep it for? i knew a lot of things. and this attitude of mine ppl dun like.... so i tend to act i dun know no shiet. but i wun advise others as if i know. coz i wun want to. im no busybody. but u guys are happy right thinking i know everything?
i feel that im a freak. maybe i am? no i really am.
what the hell
if im gone would anyone cares? i dun believe so.

and i also believe that ur thots abt me would probably change. dun blame you. its wrong of me to hide it anyway. yus... haiz. tak terkate aku.