Something I Copied From Friendsters : New Element.

Scientist have found a new element.. and guess what?
it has been amongst us all along!
new element?
put it in the periodic table!

Message: Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg;
isotopes may vary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urbanareas.

PHYSICAL PROPERTIES
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a propertreatment.

CHEMICAL PROPERTIES
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a range of precious stones and absorbs great quantities of expensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for unknown cause
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent known to man.

TESTS
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a betterspecimen.

POTENTIAL HAZARD
illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long as specimens do not come in direct contact with each other.!!

WARNING !!
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS.BE CAUTIOUS!

Failures and Achievers

Well Ppl usually fail to achieve basically and this is really something tat taught me alot. I still have this fear of failing coz i always expect myself to be in top form and tried my best to prevent failures but i realise tat i have to keep on trying new things and be couragable to fail if i din get success.Its good to learn from young yus.

One such person who i really salute and respected all my life is my Father who has done deeds tat i doubt myself ever being able to do so....Yet he nvr showed off or proud and nvr told any1 abt wat he has ever done. It all came from his own siblings...my uncle and auties whom in turned was very thankful told my mum.Which is how i got to know of it...How my father did it was beyond my knowledge and i really understand how my father earns a lot know yet he doesnt really have much and not rich yet we are all happy coz we were rarely in debt. He has lots to pay for...,contribute to charity,give money to help his grandma medical fees ,his parents and uncle and also to my mum's side as well.and tat is a lot so im not blaming him if he needs mine(money) to help pay renovation bills...And ill patiently wait for my laptop :).

I really wonder when the time would be right for something unknown to be a truthful and decisive yes.Yet i will patiently wait.-PeaceZ

Miraculously Tired.

Heh Today Event was damn heaty.1.Becoz the sun was burning with anger .2 Coz i lost temper.Well at first i took care of the bounce with Faiz and it was damn hot and i really wonder how those kids/children were able to play it hopping to the bouncy burning with heat surface up and down. I tried going up the bounce and ended up limping back down coz it was sooooo hot and a girl even cried when she step on the bounce however weirdly she knew tat it was hot but she din buldge and cried while still stepping on the hot surface of the bounce heh.

Well since it was too hot i too a rest in the shade b4 taking over sufyan at Chair Swing and wtheavens..... Yan left me with a queue which doesnt even look like one....everyone was so messy and wah my head was throbbing with headache...Luckily the temperature cooled down and it was going to rain...But before tat i knew something bad is going to happen by the way they queue so i took charge of them and really make them queue properly even the parents but suddenly eddy said close machine coz it was going to rain then i disperse the crowd...then eddy said continue running the machine....oh man....queue came back messier than just now and it was harder to control this time....This time something bad really happen.. a small girl holding 2 balloons was queing up very close to the chair swing then her ticket drop on the floor...she bent and "Oi" a shout from PeaceZ came and "Pop goes the weasel" haha no lah she was damn lucky i dare say coz the chair hit the balloon and hit her head so the balloon burst and push the head away just in time for me to stop her head from coming back in...phew i thot she was bleeding coz of the pop sound then i saw tat nth happen and just the balloon burst while saving its owner...1 min of silence plz to the balloon and i salute it!

Haha enuf of ma crap then my temper rose.... this time i really shouted and put them really back on line and no i dare say no one dared to disobey after wat happened :) .After tat it went just fine and we ended right on time at 4pm.

Btw Faiz shoes Pecah while going to the event and he had to take out both of the foot part of the shoes haha and now it looks like kung fu shoes :p..

Hey to kyn hope ya ankle recovers soon aight! Cheers -PeaceZ

Nyahhhh

Wee i just realise tat this month is the month in which i am very fortunate... why? because i found a lot of my pri sch frens back again partly due to friendster and im soooooo greatful. heh Found loads from kyn,widiah,ayub,zhar.mandy,arina,fizah and a couple more whom i forgot the name. Pardon me for tat but rest assured u r not forgotten.Anyway i met Akmal at Assyafaah and oh my be is grown to more resilient and matured but sadly he is in ITE AMK. Sad coz he was my classmate in p6 and both of us were in em2.

Anyway im soo thxful to meet them coz i dare say tat they spiced up my life.Anyway even if we dun really talk in pri sch im now more daring to talk to them and make them know me coz i dun want to be Mr Hide-away again.

Hah after like 1 month after i heard of the name Dan Brown then i know who the hell he is.Author of Da Vinci Code and 3 other bks including Deception Pt and Angels & Devils. Hmm some1 really do changed me a lot more than i expected and im happy with the change and im really thxful to tat person.

Nyahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.-PeaceZ

Guilt

Argh It Pains Me To Have Guilt Running in My Blood Circling round my body...Also Appearing in my thoughts tat i actually lied with my own selfish reasons just so tat i dun have to work this wk... I Knew from the start tat this would happen and she would call me to call my frens.Why me u ask? well coz she depended on me...Well i really have no mood to work this wk neither play in the winning 11 tournament in reyds house tml...I dun know wat i wanna do these days. Well i pity her tat she had to settle it all by herself well lets not think abt it anymore.

Hmm stayed at home the whole day today and played cs and wow was i hot today haha got nice frags ... Anyway some1 said ntah when i ask her out hmmm....I wonder why ntah?Was she unsure of herself or was she unsure of me ? heh anyway all i wanted to do was to make her happy and have enjoying moments so lets hope the ntah have a fruitful meaning beside it haha so peace out!

Lost.

Well posting result came out this morning and i got into my first choice just as i thot...Computer and Network management Sp.....Well today i realise not every1 got their choice of their choice heh I pity boony coz she got into the course she wanted but the sch she hated hah weird eh? well others like nadiah got into nyp and well i guess its a goodbye from me to her after 14 yrs of being together and so to Zuhri as well hah Well...others got into Tp ,Np And Rp and well some are happy and some are not. Ayub so sry tt u din get into Sp and dun put a grudge on us coz it aint our fault heh. And for 2 ppl who got into Tp congrats on getting to my dream sch . I felt at home straight away the first time i got there haha but too bad i was prevented from going there...Its really too bad but im willing to try my best in Sp and go for my dream...
Well have been feeling extremely tired this few days and there is this 2 big blisters on my foot which hurts like hell but still my feelings aint gonna rest till some1 feels lots better...Just hoping tat ppl wun be too selfish in mere future coz we need world filled with synergy haha*adapted from The Good Company*
Peace.

Its Stupid,
Contagious,
To ppl Its Famous,
Can Some1 Plz Save Us,
From Punk 101...-Punk Rock 101

Im sooo TIRED!!!

OMG!!!! i pressed enter and everything i type were all gone...haha tough luck anyway had a kind of great but very very very tiring day and got praised by Ah Chui and i ve been receiving loads of praise recently hehe coz i tried my best! Well Met an AI clerk with her children, my older cousin and also ahmad bro and sis in law heh... ALl of whom recognise me yay! and the clerk knew i was from AI hehe Well i received praise for trying damn hard not to let the children get hurt and Ah chui said this might no be pleased by the higher authorities but to me safety comes first and i will do more than wat im payed to give the best service i cld offer! though Ah Chui said it was bcoz i wore a shirt which states Against all Authorities! heh but at least almost all parents were thxful of my service! hehe Even Poh Lim saw tat i was all worn out heh...Well intended to wake up early to buy myself a boot but woke up late heh well i wonder how bad i will play in soccer tml haha and anyway i rushed home today just so i can make sure tat some1 is feeling ok and not so bad... Well gtg now damn damn damn tired heh but happy!

Losing Control....

I've Tried... i really did but still it wasnt hard enuf ....Some1 did get hurt and blood...I saw blood dripping profusely from the child's mouth....Was it my fault? No it wasnt... coz se was kicked by other children but....i felt it...i felt wrong and responsible ...why? becoz i let too many children in so it was my fault.. Argh I was traumatised for hrs.

Today is full of wrongs with rights being in the wrong way. Pressured and surpressed with guilt and fear thus with the lost of trust. I'm losing control of myself...I moved my hands with it felt as if it moved on its on...Wat is this feeling? I Lost Trust and Respect for ppl whom i used to call frens . Wat have i done wrong to deserve all this? Was i too gentle,Too small,or just minute to u guys ? Fine u wanted...i Borrowed ...I asked to return but u delayed..Fine...After 6 months u returned it ...spoiled... so we agreed on u buying new boots but waited for 4 months nth...BRo bought his own boot...fine asked u paid...ok..nxt day u claimed its not fair and u dun want to pay? Wat is this? U pushed all the responsibility to me and think that im superman?

Argh ppl....Ironically Contradicting. Too bad to say i ve lost all my trust on u guys cept some...I really dun know who i am anymore...it just aint fair tat it turns out this way. Being nice to others but treated the other way around...Im losing myself and i really dun want to change but being taken advantage of really hurts....Sad im ironically helping some1 else to cope with their problems...why? Bcoz i care and i really do coz she is my fren and wenever some1 is in trouble i always put them first b4 myself Even if my life is on the line and tat my fren is the True Words from PeaceZ. Juz placed myself out of the league and being a "xxx" too haha.

Im Back..........

Well im back.. Wanted to blog yest but was Wayyyyy to tired besides i din really know wat to write heh.Well wat can i say? Firstly i would like to wish Reyd a happy 17th birthday and im so sry tat i wasnt able to decide if im free to go ur house tml heh.

Secondly i just finished my 4th or 5th fair heh and just received my pay heh though i had to sacrifise 8 bucks to treat every1 because me faiz ,fir and yan arrived late and since ive done the mos t fair i had to take the punishment well its not like i like to dread abt it just tat it wasnt tat fair tat i got it alone heh and besides for the counter girl* i could have belanja u drink anytime if u wish w/o needing myself to be late but too bad she din read this stupid blog of mine... Heh

Anyway ive been feeling rather lonely nowadays and i do wonder why hmm i shall need to think abt it and besides im finally able to read books again! yay heh now im addicted to the game Devil may Cry and the bk Angel's Cry haha...partially because of the interest in the book Angels and Devils tat some1 read and din tell me wat it was abt when i ask her heh :p

I learned to take care of the ride "Bounce" since yest as Ah Chui told me to take over johnathan as he sadly wun be taking care of anymore pasar mlm....sad.... and he need me to learn take care of almost every ride so i can be like asrol heh.Well sure why not? I may be a new part timer but im thxful for the trust he gave me and letting me be the all knowing there haha. Anyway i admit that there is still lots to learn and beside tml there will be another pasar mlm but in punggol haha.

Ive been thinking....now that there is no more Ah chui...it wun be as fun as it used to be as with only Poh Lim around who is nice to chat with but not the (A)h (K)im 47 heh.He spks very fast barely any1 understands him so we called him AK 47 haha.Im thinking abt making this pasar mlm my last one and then stop working heh and for every1 info....i m not having a crush on Poh Lim or anything and plz stop bothering me abt her As she is just a leader to me and i respect her tats all.I currently have no feelings for any1 really mayb some1 but its kinda impossible heh so im laying low for ahwhile till i sort myself out.

And lately one of my old sch fren has been having problems and i wanted to ask her but i still dun know her tat well and besides its not easy to open up just like tat and im sure she will open up herself one day and ill just try my best to cheer her up and rid of her problems.Plz ppl im not here for fun...im here for u guys to lie on and being accompanied for so dun be shy to come to me ya?

No matter where u are...
Ill Always be there 4 You...! - Ur Friendly Neighbourhood PeaceZ .

Boring boring boring...

Why is my tittle boring? Its not coz im bored but rather coz im a boring guy heh. Well not really boring but i tend to be speechless and dumbfounded at times haha. Sometimes this my fren is my biggest mistake!

Well im still regretting why i wasnt a platoon commander in Ncc hmm though i got the same karyaki(same lvl and command) as them but well i think i do deserve to be one but reason being tat im small and kind of anti social made me lost tat.Heh a Head S1 admin ... cool but i was the first coz they know i deserve a high lvl position in Ncc coz i tried damn hard at it...Cld be promoted to Ssg but as our unit is of silver so i din get it haha if its Gold of course i would get tats why i cant be commanded by platoon commanders but i can command them to do admin stuff haha but i admit i din try very hard at that position as there wasnt enuf materials and besides our unit usually works on our own rather than with teachers haha. Well enuf talk abt regrets its their lose not mind :p

Anyway went to lan today and really knocked every1 off their socks with ma awp haha but there is still lots to learn . Argh why cant i just type in those words to her oh well nxt time mayb haha.

-God made me hands ...why cant i type it?-
-God made me fingers too but why cant i sms it?-
-God made me mouth...why cant i spk it?-
-Why? u asked?-
-Bcoz God forgot to give me courage- PeaceZ(heh)

"Hold On"-Good Charlotte

This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know

Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on

And you're not sure what you're waiting for,
but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for,
but you don't want to know more

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over

Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on

Im Holding On.....-PeaceZ

Everybody's Changing And i Cant Be The Same...

Hey man wat the hell is wrong with ma blog or ma computer? Made a testimonial and the thing auto logged out once i send it.....i tried it again and the same thing happened and yesterday when i blogged and click publish.... everything i typed went missing !!!!!!!! WAT is HAPPENING MAN? WAT IS WRONG ? ....IS IT JUST ME OR EVERYTHING IS NOT TURNING RIGHT? ...Oh god wat have i done to deserve this?

Why why why? i din do anything wrong yet ive been blamed for everything...ive tried to change recently and yet was blamed of my past instead and nth of the recent changes was even seen or noticed...I really feel kinda useless yet i have no idea why....I am starting to feel rather weird lately .... it really started this wk....lose my appetite...cant slp well....kept looking forward to every nite and stayed up rather late.... Well in mly words Makan tak selera ....tidur tak lena.... -.-"

Well i admit some1 totally changed my perception abt things...And now i really wanna make the best of myself but ppl have got to stop blaming me coz im still trying....Somethings just not right and i just cant be myself lately... i just hoped i wun failed for the 3rd time in a row coz ive already lost my self esteem a long time ago and to rebuilt it i took yrs till wat i am now...

Argh so near Yet so Far .... So many frens yet so lonely .....Ill nvr rest in peace at the rate im going heh and lately there is this temper coming up again and this rarely happens unless something aint right coz im not bad tempered so *breathe in*. 1, 2 ,3 ,4 ,5 ,6 ,7 ,8 ,9 ,10.*breather out* Let me just drown myself now.................................................................................




-PeaceZ Stressed Out In A Problem Called NOTHING!-




in a loud , hard , emo ,hardcore music...........................though techno is a no no heh....gd bye.!

Im changing. Ur changing .Everythings changing.

Heh well I realise after some thoughts today tat im constantly changing especially this few days.I realise and finally found out the main reason as to why ive become wat i am today.The good side of evil.Well its coz of self-control , self-motivating and finally Faith.And so i ask myself ....why faith has got anything to do with it?

Well the reason behind being wat i am today is because of the faith in my own religion which is islam and this taught me the truth between the right and the wrong . Things which everyone can differentiate but only the Faithful one does the right thing... to prevent the wrong and do more right.Well some of u may think that i am babbling nonsense but well im not and im in the right state of mind.

The reason why i am talking abt all this is tat ive realise why some times i have bad thoughts in mind but i controlled myself and its not because i lack the nuts to do it but because i have enuf guts to prevent myself from doing the wrong things.Tats why im always on the good side of things except for certain times when i was in control of the devil. Thats where things get messy heh.Well now ive regretted not understanding myself until today..Well after talking to some1 for the past few days ... i realise tat i shd change for better and yet still try my best to be myself.

Heh certain times when i trained myself i discover new things abt myself and how i trained myself to be more of a fighter w/o knowing it and for wat reason is still unknow as all i know is tat mayb its for self defence heh. Well bewarned coz im not trained in silat, taek kwan do or watsoever and everything i learned is from watching the real fighters do it heh.

One thing i really dun wanna know is to follow ppl and become posers or watsoever... cant say i hate them coz they just want attention *in a wrong way.Well one of my frens said he is into fashion with piercing and all looking more like a punk ... well i find those things not my type and i prefer to be myself and enjoy myself wherever i am. Well ppl call me like a mat because i love wearing business pants but i nvr tappered those pants mind u heh. I just love them coz they are soft and the pocket are bigger than jeans in which is hard to squeeze things into the pocket heh. mind u i am nvr and will nvr be a mat heh.

Recently i also found out that im selfish...always wanting things from my parents and although i usually get them by trying my best in exams compared to my siblings who can get them easily just by asking ... Oh my.... thats jealousy taking over me... pardon me heh.And so ive got Ps1 due to my Psle results.heh though hp and bicycle is bought by own money heh. but ive nvr regret. And recently dad promised to buy me a laptop if i get a good result in O'lvl and well i did meet his expectation and i deserve to get one but however i dun really wish for one as i realise tat my family is not rich compared to some of my frens and yet we are happy coz we always have enuf and now i dun really in need of a laptop . mayb in the future but for now i rather my dad keeps his money and renovate the house as wer lacking a bit and i really dun mind if he uses my money first coz as long as my family's happy im happy. Ill try my best to earn wat i want from now on and not be too dependant on my parent and Tat my fren is the promisee made by PeaceZ and thus be kept from now till the end of PeaceZ.

Shopping!

Woohoo I went shopping with my frens yest...SO fun heh.Well its really rare of me to go shopping as i rarely have the money but i decided to give myself a treat and buy wat i really wanted as ive been working non stop and denying my frens to enjoy going on a shopping spree and i din get to spend my salary money soooooo i went to Far East Yesterday heh.

Well bought myself a sandbag which i really wanted and 2 t-shirts which is really cheap with lovely designs heh.Also a jacket instead of a sweatshirt tat i wish for coz its pricey and nevertheless i love the new jacket heh. Then we went Lan at paradiz center and tried CS-sourse which was lovely and excellent except tat its easy to get bored compared to cs. I tried hf2 as well and oh my its excellent and im thinking abt buying it heh.Well a couple of them went home after that.But me and 4 others went to marina square and watch A series of Unfortunate events which pose of great animation and smart creation but sadly the story line SUX sry to say that but i dun enjoy it .Another thing make sure u have enuf money b4 u eat in Pizza hut becoz its service charge or rather say Tax is very expensive...up to $8.

Heh well had a fun day out and at msn as well getting rather heartily attracted to it .heh Well till then

.Sry For The Sins I Committed .Din meant And Tried Not To Do It.
.I Juz Hate Being Late And Being Late Makes Hate Doing Things.-PeaceZ

Heh.

Well Today i finished my 3rd time working .This time at Bukit Panjang (pending) Pasar Malam. As i din start on Friday ...My pay was $50 heh...Well its fine by me...this few days i had been in lots of thinking abt certain things including the JAE Registration. Took Me a loooooong time to submit it. And as i got 1 A1 ...my uncle gave me $20 bucks for me and im thxful for it heh. Well according to my results i shd be able to get a LapTop in which the only thing ive been wishing for my whole life! heh.

But my father said tat only if the sch needed it will i get it ...AWW but oh well i doubt my sch WUN need it heh. Many ppl ask me why i din apply for JC including "her" well my ans is all the same if u guys wanna know. I have set my mind on Poly ever since i was sec 2 and the reason being my siblings has been there and graduated. I find live tat not tat stressed up compare to a jc live as within 2 yrs i would have to take Another BIG major exams heh . Ive been traumatised enuf by PSLE and O'lvls. And for all u guys info (tat wasnt there beside me when i took my results...)
My whole body especially my hands were trembling all the way 10 mins b4 i got my result all the way 10 mins AFTER i got my results heh... Weird eh? I was shaking when i took the result from Mr De Roza hands heh. And i can tell u tat most of my gd 5N's fren saw this incident and can tell u guys if u dun believe tat heh. The same thing happen when i gave a present to tat someone BUT oh well lets not reminisce the past as let the bygones be bygones and i hope i get to my 1st choice in POLY heh and i really pitied my cousin and i hope she will become a great teacher one day!

here are my choices.I m a Com Freak BTW.
1.Computer and Network Technology(sp)
2.Information and Communication Tech(sp)
3.Digital and Media Entertainment(nyp)
4.Information Technology(sp)
5.Information Technology(nyp)
6.Business Information Technolgy(sp)
7.Chemical Engineering(sp)
8.Bio Medic(sp)

As u can see my choices are from Sp and Nyp reason being its easily accessible and ive lots of frens going there heh. I really wish i get inti my top choice.Period.

Wee!

Well well well today is a good day for me hehe. Got a death ceremony in remembrance of fav granny who passed away 101 days ago....(natural for muslim to remember the 10 days 40th and 100th days) was quite an event as we got together and eat and pray andthe business was very exciting with me doing quite lot of work for my mum.

Well got to chat with lots of ppl today mainly dayah(whom i havent chatted with in a loooong time heh) Kyn(my ex pri sch mate who i shd have met long time ago since she is fun to chat with) and of coz my buddy boony whom still is as confuse as ever heh. Im accomodating to her to go Sp as she intended for both of us to work together and be successful in life but she is scared she cant go to bio med very sad......She once said to me eh change ur pts with mine leh and i really wish i cld but sadly my name is there (dumb shiet...wats wrong with me?) heh. Anyway had a wonderful time chatting with dayah and kyn and im going to work and meet Poh Lim tml (hehe) at work of coz. Chey! anyway i think i wanna go the computer and network technology course in SP and i tink it will be a gr8 benefit and lastly i will register tml and i hope its this choice and its possibly decided tat i might not join the JPSDS coz its very dangerous heh,

Well till then.
PieceS of PeaceZ

R-Day

Well well well I got my result and well i h ave to say tat it din entirely went up to my expectations however i still felt rather proud of results as it was my hard work and i really earned tat result...
Well my L1R5 is of 17 and L1R4 is of 14 well not tat very good but its enuf to made enter like & Jc's heh. Well my path is no jc of course it is poly ... which? im still unsure yet heh.

And so the worried days are over and my results was a dramatic decrease in points heh. From an unbelivable Prelims scores of 30 and 20 to the now scores of 17 and 14 which is why i was very happy.My english which was D7 in prelims drop to B3 in O's hehe.I was also deprived of C's to F's and left with 1 A1 and 4 B3 and 1 B4 heh. At least i won my cousins :p

On Wed-Thurs we went on this exciting trip of Nite cycling of 7 ppl all the way to East coast then Sentosa heh. We reached E C at 7 and Sentosa at like 11 heh.Lots of unwanted things happened but we succesfull got thru it with only 5 ppl cycled home coz Reyd bike puntured heh and YK was sick.... Nvrtheless it was nvr ending fun and all of us enjoyed it.. We reached home at abt 10 am heh due to crazy home-bound cycling by all 5 of us which took only 3 hrs from sentosa heh. I admit i was a bit rusty on the first day but during the home-run i was polished up to their standards heh.

Well that nite i watch this 5 episodes of Yound And Dangerous and i have to admit it was marvelous and its really sad that the heroin "Smartie" had to die on the 3rd episode coz she and "Ho Nam" her bf is my 2 most fav char heh. Wat a nice wk this wk :p

Cheers!